And
Master Kuthumi related one such case to Mr. Sinnett:
« I shall waste no condolences upon the
poor "lay-chelas" because of the "delicate weapons they can
alone work with."
A sorry
day it would be for mankind if any sharper or deadlier ones were put in their
unaccustomed hands!
Ah! you
would concur with me, my faithful friend, if you could but see the plaint one
of them has just made on account of the agonizing results of the poisoned
weapons he got the wielding of, in an evil hour, through the help of a
sorcerer.
Crushed
morally, by his own selfish impetuosity; rotting physically from diseases
engendered by the animal gratifications he snatched with "demon" help.
Behind
him a black memory of wasted chances and hellish successes; before him a pall
of dark despair, — of avitchi.
This
wretched man turns his impotent rage against our "starry science" and
ourselves, and hurls his ineffectual curses at those he vainly besieged for
more powers in chelaship, and whom he deserted for a necromantic
"Guru" who now leaves the victim to his fate.
Be
satisfied, friend, with your "delicate weapons"; if not as lethal as
the discus of Vishnu, they can break down many barriers if plied with power.
The
poor wretch in question confesses to a course of "lies, breaches of faith,
hatreds, temptings or misleadings of others, injustices, calumnies, perjuries,
false pretences" etc.
The
"risk" he "voluntarily took," but he adds, "if they (we) had been good
and kind as well as wise and powerful, they
(we) would have certainly prevented me
from undertaking a task to which they knew I was unequal."
In a
word, we, who have gained our knowledge, such as it is, by the only practicable
method, and who have no right to hinder any fellow man from making the attempt
(though we have the right to warn, and we do
warn every candidate), we are expected to take upon our own heads the penalty
of such interference, or try to save ourselves from the same by making
incompetents into adepts in spite of themselves!
Because
we did not do
this, he is "left to linger out a wretched existence as an animated poison
bag, full of mental, moral, and physical corruption."
This
man has, in despair, turned from a "heathen" an atheist and a
free-thinker — a Christian, or rather a theist, and now humbly
"submits" to Him (an extra cosmical God for whom he has even
discovered a local)
and to all delegated by Him
with lawful authority."
And we,
poor creatures, are "traitors, Liars, Devils,
and all my (his) crimes (as enumerated above) are as a shining robe of Glory
compared to Theirs:" — his capitals and underscorings being quoted as well
as his words!
Now
friend, put away that thought that I ought not to compare your cage with his,
for I do not.
I have
only given you a glimpse into the hell of this lost soul, to show you what
disaster may come upon the "lay-chela" who snatches at forbidden
power before his moral nature is developed to the point of fitness for its
exercise.
You
must think well over the article "Chelas and Lay Chelas" which you
will find in the Supplement
of the July Theosophist. »
(ML
50, p.340)
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