Christopher Calder was an Osho follower for many years, but then he
became disillusioned with that guru and he wrote two articles where he
explained the reasons for his rejection.
First Article
OSHO, BHAGWAN RAJNEESH, AND THE LOST TRUTH
The hype - "Don't advise
me. Everything is clear before my eyes." — Bhagwan Shree Rajneesh (Osho) 1973
The reality - "Adolf Hitler’s
violence with the Jews was far more peaceful, because he killed people in the
most up-to-date gas chambers, where you don’t take much time." - "Thousands
of people can be put in a gas chamber, and just a switch is pressed. Within a
second you will not know when you were alive and when you died. Within a
second, you evaporate." - "The chimneys of the factory start taking
you, the smoke – you can call it the holy smoke – and this seems to be a direct
way towards God. The smoke simply goes upwards." — Osho's words from his
1985 book, From Death to Deathlessness.
_ _ _
During
official testimony at the United States District Court in Portland, Oregon, Ma
Ava (Ava Avalos) stated that Ma Anand Sheela had played a tape recording of a
meeting Sheela had with Rajneesh about the “need to kill people.” The
tape was played to Rajneesh's inner circle of sannyasins in order to strengthen
their resolve to carry out criminal acts. See the court statement.
Ma Ava stated under oath that
"She (Ma Anand Sheela) came back to the meeting and ... began to play the
tape. It was a little hard to hear what he was saying ... And the gist of
Bhagwan's response, yes, it was going to be necessary to kill people to stay in
Oregon. And that actually killing people wasn't such a bad thing.
And actually Hitler was a great man, although he could not say that publicly
because nobody would understand that. Hitler had great vision."
The explanation - "The
difficult thing for people to understand is that cosmic consciousness may feel
wonderful, but it doesn't mean anything. It has nothing whatsoever to do
with virtue, honesty, intelligence, wisdom. That fact is just one reason
why religion and politics should never be mixed." — Christopher Calder
2014
My first visit
Acharya
Rajneesh was 39 years old when I first met him at his Bombay apartment in
December of 1970. With long beard and large dark eyes, he looked like a
painting of Lao-Tse come to life. Before meeting Rajneesh, I had spent
time with a number of Eastern gurus without being satisfied with the quality of
their teachings. I wanted an enlightened guide who could bridge the gap
between East and West, and reveal the true esoteric secrets without the excess
baggage of Indian, Tibetan, or Japanese culture.
Rajneesh was the answer to my
quest for those deeper meanings. He described for me in vivid detail
everything I wanted to know about the inner worlds, and he had the power of
immense being to back up his words. At 21 years old I was naive about
life and the nature of man, and I assumed that everything he told me must be
true.
Rajneesh spoke on a high level of
intelligence, and his powerful presence emanated from his body like a soft
light that healed all wounds. While sitting close during a small
gathering of friends, Rajneesh took me on a rapidly vertical inner journey that
almost seemed to push me out of my physical body. His vast presence
lifted everyone around him higher without the slightest effort on their part.
The days I spent at his Bombay apartment were like days spent in heaven.
He had it all, and he was giving it away for free.
[UPDATE BY AUTHOR -
I believe that the energy transmission (contact high) that some high
meditation teachers provide may someday be explained by Quantum Entanglement,
scalar waves (CIA on scalar waves),
or by some other natural laws of physics, not by anything supernatural.
Science may eventually find an explanation why students of meditation can
often feel either good or bad vibrations in objects owned by other people, and
the good vibrations that builds up over time in rooms that are used exclusively
for meditation. It may all seem very magical, but it is a complex
manifestation of nature, not magic.]
Acharya Rajneesh at his best - Picture taken in the late 1960s
Rajneesh possessed the power of
direct energy transmission, which is known in India as “shaktipat.” He
used this power nobly to bring comfort and inspiration to his disciples.
Rajneesh claimed to have the “third eye” powers of telepathy and remote
viewing, and for many years I believed that claim to be true. However, in
the 1980’s Rajneesh was unable to perceive the tragic events at his Oregon
commune which occurred directly under his nose, so those claimed psychic powers
are now in question.
[UPDATE BY AUTHOR - This point,
written many years ago, may be incorrect. Rajneesh may have known about and
even ordered most of Ma Anand Sheela's crimes. I base this opinion on Oregon
court testimony which I only found out about years later.]
Many gurus boast of having
mysterious psychic abilities in order to attract new disciples and new money.
Rajneesh's habit of getting his helpers to investigate visitors so he
could impress them with his knowledge of their personal lives adds to my
skepticism about the effectiveness of his third eye. It was a fact,
however, that those who came near him experienced his incredible cosmic
presence. One or two face to face meetings with Rajneesh was all it took
to turn doubting Western skepticism into awed admiration and devotion.
One year earlier I had meet
another enlightened teacher known to the world as Jiddu Krishnamurti (see picture of J. Krishnamurti). J.
Krishnamurti could barely give a coherent lecture, and he constantly scolded
his audience by referring to their “shoddy little minds.” I loved his
frankness, and his words were true, but his subtly cantankerous nature was not
very helpful in transferring his knowledge to others.
Listening to J. Krishnamurti
speak was like eating a sandwich made of bread and sand. I found the best
way to enjoy his talks was to completely ignore his words and quietly absorb
his presence. Using that technique I would become so expanded after a
lecture that I could barely talk for hours afterwards. J. Krishnamurti,
while fully enlightened and uniquely lovable, will be recorded in history as a
teacher with very poor verbal communication skills. Unlike the highly
eloquent Rajneesh, however, J. Krishnamurti never committed any crime, never
pretended to be more than he was, and he never used other human beings
selfishly.
Life is complex and
multi-layered, and my naive illusions about the phenomena of perfect
enlightenment faded over the years. It became clear that enlightened people
are as fallible as anyone. They are expanded human beings, not perfect
human beings, and they live and breathe with many of the same faults and
vulnerabilities we ordinary humans must endure.
Skeptics ask
how I can claim that Rajneesh was enlightened, given his scandals and
disastrous public image. I can only say that Rajneesh's magnetic presence
was identical to that of Jiddu Krishnamurti, who was recognized as enlightened
by every high Tibetan Lama and revered Hindu sage of the day. I do sympathize
with the skeptics, however. If I had not known Rajneesh personally, I
would never believe it myself.
Rajneesh
pushed the envelope of enlightenment in both positive and negative directions.
He was the best of the best and the worst of the worst. He was a
great teacher in his early years, with an innovative meditation technique that
worked with dramatic power called Dynamic Meditation. Rajneesh
lifted thousands of seekers to higher levels of consciousness, and he detailed
Eastern religions and ancient meditation techniques with luminous clarity.
One false move, one grand error.
(See Meditation and the Brain
- 6 minute YouTube video)
Acharya Rajneesh was born to a
Jain family on December 11th, 1931, in the village of Kuchwada in central
India. The term 'Acharya' means a religious teacher, and 'Rajneesh' means
moon. Rajneesh's actual legal name was Chandra Mohan Jain; 'Rajneesh'
being only an unofficial nickname acquired in childhood. Late one night
in 1971, the man I knew as Acharya Rajneesh suddenly changed his name to
'Bhagwan Rajneesh.'
The famous enlightened sage,
Ramana Maharshi, was called Bhagwan by his disciples as a spontaneous term of
endearment. Rajneesh simply declared to the world that everyone should
start calling him Bhagwan, a title that can mean anything from 'divine one' to
God. 'Shree' is an honorific term for master, so his most notorious full
name, Bhagwan Shree Rajneesh, can be translated as God Master Moon.
Rajneesh became irritated when I
once politely corrected his mispronunciations of English words after a lecture,
so I felt in no position to tell him that I thought his new title was
inappropriate and dishonest. That change in name marked a turning point
in Rajneesh's level of honesty, and was the first of many big lies yet to come.
Rajneesh lived in an ivory tower,
rarely leaving his room unless to give a lecture, his life experience cushioned
by throngs of adoring devotees. His isolation became even more complete
when he moved from his small Bombay apartment to a large estate in Pune, India,
in 1974. As most human beings who are treated as kings, Rajneesh lost
touch with the world of the common man. In his artificial and insulated
existence, Rajneesh made one fundamental error in judgment which would destroy
his teaching.
"What
you tell them is true, but what I tell them (useful lies) is good for
them." — Bhagwan Rajneesh 1975.
Rajneesh calculated
that the majority of the Earth's population was on such a low level of
consciousness that they could not understand nor tolerate the real truths.
He thus decided on a policy of spreading seemingly useful lies to bring
inspiration to his disciples and, on occasion, to stress his students in unique
situations for their own personal growth. This was his downfall and the
prime reason he will be remembered by most historians as just another phony
guru.
Rajneesh's teachings were full of
intentional lies and unintentional falsehoods, which were born out of his own
ignorance, gullibility, and Indian cultural conditioning. His psychic
presence, however, was 100% real and extremely powerful.
Acharya, Bhagwan Shree, Osho,...all
the empowering names taken by Rajneesh could not cover up the fact that he was
still a human being. He had ambitions and desires, sexual and material,
just like everyone else. All enlightened humans have desires. All
enlightened men have had public lives that we know about, and all have had
private lives that remained secret. The vast majority of enlightened men
do nothing but good for the world. Only Rajneesh, to my knowledge, became
a criminal in both the legal and ethical sense of the word.
Rajneesh never lost the ultimate
existential truth of being. He only lost the ordinary concept of truth
that any normal adult can understand. He rationalized his constant
lying as 'left-handed Tantra,' but that too was dishonest. Rajneesh lied
to save face, to avoid taking responsibility for his own mistakes, and to gain
personal power. Those lies had nothing to do with Tantra or any selfless
acts of kindness.
What is real in this world is
fact, and Rajneesh misrepresented fact on a daily basis. Rajneesh was no
simple con man like so many others. Rajneesh knew everything that Buddha
knew, and he was everything that Buddha was. It was his loss of respect
for ordinary truthfulness that destroyed his life's work.
Rajneesh's health collapsed in
his early thirties. Even before reaching middle age, Rajneesh suffered
reoccurring bouts of weakness. During his youthful college years, when he
should have been at a peak of vigor, Rajneesh often had to sleep 12 to 14 hours
a day due to an unexplained illness.
Rajneesh suffered from what
Europeans call Myalgic Encephalomyelitis (ME), or what Americans call Chronic
Fatigue Syndrome (CFS). His classic symptoms included the obvious
fatigue, strange allergies, recurrent low grade fevers, photophobia, orthostatic
intolerance (the inability to stand for a normal period of time), insomnia,
body pain, and extreme sensitivity to smells and chemicals, a condition
doctors now refer to as “multiple chemical sensitivity.”
[See an Australian medical study
revealing possible physiological explanation for CFS. Also see
a patient produced video explaining CFS.]
Rajneesh's
trademark chemical sensitivity was so severe that he instructed his guards to
sniff people for unpleasant odors before they were allowed to visit him in his
quarters. People with Gulf War Syndrome, MS, and other neurological and
immune system illnesses are also often highly sensitive to chemicals and
smells. Rajneesh's poor health and strange symptoms were a product of
real neurological and immune system dysfunction, not some esoteric
supersensitivity caused by his enlightenment. Rajneesh also had Type II
diabetes, asthma, and severe back pain.
Rajneesh was constantly sick and
frail from the time I first met him in 1970 until his death on January 19th,
1990. He thought he was getting a different cold or flu every week.
In reality he suffered from a chronic neurological and immune system
illness, Chronic Fatigue Syndrome, with flu like symptoms that can last a
lifetime. Rajneesh could not stand on his feet for long periods of time
without becoming lightheaded because he suffered damage to his autonomic
nervous system which controls blood pressure.
This neurally mediated
hypotension (low blood pressure while standing) causes fatigue, stress, and can
lower IQ due to a lack of sufficient blood and oxygen being pumped to the brain
(brain hypoxia). In the 1970s, Rajneesh often complained of becoming
lightheaded immediately upon standing.
Rajneesh used prescription drugs,
mainly Valium (diazepam), as an analgesic for his aches and pains and to
counter the symptoms of dysautonomia (dysfunction of the autonomic nervous
system). At his peak usage, Rajneesh took the maximum recommended dose of
60 milligrams per day, a dose so high that it is usually only prescribed for
the short term treatment of the seriously mentally ill.
Patients who take Valium
regularly build up a resistance to the drug over time, and higher and higher
doses are needed to maintain its stress relieving, hypnotic effects.
Rajneesh also inhaled nitrous oxide (N2O) mixed with pure oxygen, which
he claimed increased his creativity.
[See Swami Parmartha's essay, Osho
in the Dental Chair, about Osho's habitual nitrous oxide use, published in
Sannyas News - http://www.sannyasnews.com/ PART 1 PART 2 ]
The nitrous oxide probably did
relieve the sensation of severe exhaustion and suffocation patients with
Chronic Fatigue Syndrome often feel, but it did nothing for the quality of his
judgment. Naive about the power of drugs, and overconfident of his
ability to fight off their negative effects, Rajneesh succumbed to addiction.
A number of disciples have
claimed that Rajneesh was so intoxicated at his Oregon ranch in the 1980s that
he sometimes urinated in the halls of his own home, just as heroin addicts and
common drunks often do. I believe this to be true, as the last time I saw
Bhagwan Shree Rajneesh he was inebriated to the point of becoming physically
ugly.
He had the same washed-out look
and foolish behavior I had witnessed in drug addicts while working at a
methadone clinic in the United States. Rajneesh had miraculous mental
power, but he was an ordinary human being physically, and he could not tolerate
the devastating effects of large doses of tranquilizers.
On top of Rajneesh's physical
illness, his massive intake of Valium caused paranoia and greatly reduced reasoning
skills. Valium addicts often think the CIA or some other unseen villains
are plotting against them, so it is not surprising that he imagined that he was
poisoned by the United States Government. His reasoning powers became so
damaged that Rajneesh actually considered moving to Russia to combine his
totalitarian form of spirituality with Russian communism, an idea no sane man
could possibly entertain.
Rajneesh publicly called for the
assassination of Michael Gorbachev, because Gorbachev was moving Russia to
Western style capitalism instead of Rajneesh's own brand of 'spiritual
communism.' Historically, Valium has been the drug of choice for CFS
sufferers as it masks the unnerving symptoms of dysautonomia and helps bring
sleep. Rajneesh suffered from insomnia, another classic symptom of
Chronic Fatigue Syndrome.
Rajneesh was a physically ill man
who became mentally corrupt. His brief experimentation with LSD only made
matters worse. Rajneesh's drug use and addiction was a problem of his own
making, not a government conspiracy. Rajneesh died in 1990 with heart
failure listed as the official cause of death. It is probable that the
physical decline Rajneesh experienced during his incarceration in American
jails was due to a combination of withdrawal symptoms from his Valium addiction
and an aggravation of his Chronic Fatigue Syndrome due to stress and exposure
to allergens.
After Rajneesh's humiliation and
downfall in America, he declared that he was 'Jesus crucified by Ronald
Reagan's America.' In truth, Rajneesh was a drug addicted guru who
self-destructed because of his own wrong actions. Comparing himself to
Jesus was doubly dishonest, as he himself had no respect for Jesus. He
once undiplomatically proclaimed to the American media that everything Jesus
said was 'just crazy.'
"I went through the
abandoned city of Rajneeshpuram and saw things that were almost unbelievable.
Ma Anand Sheela's headquarters, a group of mobile homes pieced together,
was a hive of secret doors and hidden tunnels, her private room a command post
with electronic listening gear tapped into every room in the development. The
Bhagwan's parquet-paneled quarters had nitrogen oxide spigots by his bedside, and
was surrounded by huge bathrooms with multiple showers." — Jim
Weaver, former Oregon Congressman.
In the 1998
preface to Books I Have Loved, Rajneesh's (Osho's) personal dentist, Swami
Devageet, states that Osho dictated three books under the influence of nitrous
oxide. They were Books I Have Loved, Glimpses of a Golden Childhood, and Notes
of a Madman. Referring to his own nitrous oxide use, Rajneesh himself
stated that "Actually oxygen and nitrogen are basic elements of existence.
They can be of much use, but for reasons the politicians have been
against chemicals of all kinds, all drugs."
Ma Anand Sheela, Rajneesh's
personal secretary, publicly stated on the CBS news show 60 Minutes that
Rajneesh took 60 milligrams of Valium every day. Hugh Milne, Rajneesh's
head bodyguard, confirmed Rajneesh's heavy Valium use, as did Swami Devageet.
The FBI knew that Rajneesh was a
Valium and nitrous oxide addict from their own investigations, and that fact
was published in newspapers around the USA, including articles in the Oregonian
and the New York Times. There is no doubt that Rajneesh became a drug
addict except in the minds of passionate Osho followers who don't want to admit
the painful truth.
Rajneesh once jokingly referred
to himself as 'the rubber hose Buddha,' because he was always inhaling nitrous
oxide through a rubber hose. Rajneesh did not seem to realize that
becoming a drug addict not only devalued himself as a teacher, but to some
extend discredited the very concept of anyone becoming a 'Buddha.' If
even an enlightened Buddha needs drugs to get high, then what value is there in
becoming 'enlightened' at all?
"People
call me an ‘enlightened man’ -- I detest that term -- they can’t find any other
word to describe the way I am functioning. At the same time, I point out
that there is no such thing as enlightenment at all. I say that because
all my life I’ve searched and wanted to be an enlightened man, and I discovered
that there is no such thing as enlightenment at all, and so the question
whether a particular person is enlightened or not does not arise. I don’t
give a hoot for a sixth-century-BC Buddha, let alone all the other claimants we
have in our midst. They are a bunch of exploiters, thriving on the
gullibility of the people. There is no power outside of man. Man
has created God out of fear. So the problem is fear and not God." —
U.G. Krishnamurti
Upon his
sudden death in 1990, there was much media speculation that Rajneesh had
committed suicide by taking an overdose of drugs. As no disciple has
confessed to giving Rajneesh a lethal injection, there is no hard evidence to
support the suicide theory. A compelling circumstantial case could be
made for such a scenario, however, with suicide provoked by Rajneesh's constant
ill health and disheartenment over the loss of Vivek, his greatest love.
The beautiful Vivek
Vivek
had taken a fatal overdose of sleeping pills in a Bombay hotel one month
before Rajneesh's passing. Pointedly, Vivek decided to kill herself
immediately before Rajneesh's birthday celebration. Rajneesh had
threatened suicide at the Oregon commune several times, hanging his death over
the heads of his disciples as a threat unless they obeyed his orders. On
his last day on Earth, Rajneesh is reported to have said "Let me go.
My body has become a hell for me."
The rumor that Rajneesh was
poisoned with thallium by operatives of the United States Government is
entirely fictional and contradicted by undeniable fact. One of the
obvious symptoms of thallium poisoning is dramatic hair loss within seven days
of exposure. Rajneesh died with a full beard and no exceptional baldness
other than ordinary male pattern baldness at the top of his head.
Radiation poisoning, another fictional cause of his illness, also causes
dramatic hair loss.
The symptoms which may have led
Rajneesh's doctors to suspect poisoning are common symptoms of dysautonomia
caused by Chronic Fatigue Syndrome. Those symptoms can include numbness,
standing tachycardia (rapid heart rate upon standing), paresthesia (sensations
of prickling and itching), nausea, and irritable bowel syndrome, which causes
one to alternate between constipation and diarrhea. All of his negative
physical and mental symptoms were severely compounded by his own self-induced
nitrous oxide poisoning and heavy Valium use.
The only proven cases of illegal
poisoning related to Rajneesh were carried out by Rajneesh's own sannyasins.
A sannyasin is an initiated disciple, one who takes sannyas. In the
year 1984 there were 751 poison victims, including women and small children, at
ten restaurants in the The Dalles, Oregon. Rajneesh sannyasins attempted
to take over the Wasco County Commission by making so many people ill on
election day that they could elect their own sannyasin candidates.
Rajneesh disciples poisoned the
restaurant's customers by contaminating salad bars and coffee creamers with
salmonella bacteria. Forty-five of the victims became so ill they had to
be hospitalized, making the case the largest germ warfare attack in United
States history. Sannyasins were later suspected of trying to kill a Wasco
County executive by spiking his water with an unknown poison.
A Jefferson County District
Attorney, Michael Sullivan, also became ill after leaving a cup of coffee
unattended as Rajneesh sannyasins filled the courthouse. Bhagwan Shree
Rajneesh never apologized to any of the people who were poisoned by his own
trusted disciples.
Members of Rajneesh's staff were
poisoned by Ma Anand Sheela, Rajneesh's personal secretary. Sheela had
the habit of poisoning people who either knew too much or who had simply fallen
out of her favor.
Sheela spent two and a half years
in a Federal medium security prison for her crimes, while Rajneesh pleaded
guilty to immigration fraud and was given a ten year suspended sentence, fined
$400,000., and deported from the United States of America. As part of his
plea bargain agreement, more serious charges of racketeering were dropped.
Rajneesh and Sheela
Rajneesh
felt that teaching ethics was unnecessary because meditation would
automatically lead to good behavior. The actions of Rajneesh and his
disciples proves that theory to be completely false. Rajneesh taught that
you should do as you please because life is both a dream and a joke. This
attitude led to the classically fascist belief that one can become so high and
mighty that one is beyond the need for old fashioned values and ethical
behavior.
Those unfamiliar with the
Rajneesh story can read the book, Bhagwan: The God That Failed, published by
Saint Martin's Press and written by Hugh Milne (Shivamurti), a close disciple
of Rajneesh during his Pune and Oregon years. Except for Ma Yoga Laxmi,
Rajneesh's first secretary, and Vivek, Rajneesh's main girlfriend, Shivamurti
probably spent more time in close physical proximity to Rajneesh than anyone in
Rajneesh's adult life.
Mr. Milne's book is largely
corroborated by Satya Bharti Franklin's book, Promise of Paradise: A Woman's
Intimate Life With 'Bhagwan' Osho Rajneesh, published by Barrytown/Station Hill
Press. Both books are out of print, but secondhand copies can be
obtained through amazon.com.
There have been many other tell-all books published on the same subject matter,
but I have not read them and I do not know the authors, so I do not mention
them here.
Regarding Bhagwan: The God That
Failed, I can verify many of the facts Mr. Milne states about the life of
Rajneesh in Bombay and Pune, though I have no first hand knowledge of the
tragic events at the Oregon commune.
My contacts with people who were
there lead me to believe that most of the facts Mr. Milne presents of the
Oregon era are also highly accurate. Hugh Milne is due great credit for a
well written and entertaining book, which is a sincere effort at complete
honesty. On a few occasions, however, I differ from Mr. Milne's
interpretations of what the facts he presents actually mean.
Rajneesh did not suffer from
'hypochondria,' as Mr. Milne suggested. Rajneesh had a very real
neurological and immune system disease which he mistook for frequent viral
infections. He became unusually afraid of germs only due to his understandable
medical ignorance.
I fully agree with Mr. Milne that
Rajneesh suffered from "megalomania," and will add that the short
statured Rajneesh had a Napoleonic, obsessive-compulsive, and extravagantly
narcissistic personality. Rajneesh even once publicly stated that he
wanted to become a 'benevolent dictator' of India. All dictators think
they are benevolent, but history proves the opposite.
Despite his claims of complete
self-knowledge, Rajneesh did not understand that expanded states of cosmic
consciousness do not automatically increase intelligence and wisdom. His
delusions of infallibility made him recklessly overconfident in his abilities
to make sound judgments.
Mr. Milne suggests that Rajneesh
used 'hypnosis' to manipulate his disciples. Rajneesh had a melodic and
naturally hypnotic voice which would be a great asset to any public speaker.
In my opinion, however, Rajneesh's power came from the intense energy
field of the universal cosmic consciousness which he channeled like a lens.
Hindus call this universal energy
phenomenon the Atman. As a Westerner, I prefer more scientific terms and
describe the Atman as a highly evolved manifestation of Time-Energy-Space, the
TES. [see The TES Hypothesis]
Hugh Milne's book records a day
when Rajneesh admitted, while under the influence of nitrous oxide, that there
is no such thing as enlightenment. I cannot confirm this event through
other contacts, but I assume Rajneesh was simply stating what U.G. Krishnamurti
has said all along, that the storybook fiction we accept of a perfect
enlightenment, full of infallible wisdom, is a big lie.
A powerful and expansive state of
cosmic consciousness does exist in humans who achieve it, but the way this
condition is described by the religious establishment is an egocentric fiction
contrived by spiritual leaders to control the masses for their own personal
gain.
Enlightenment is not something
you own; it is something you channel.
Whatever term
you use for the phenomenon of enlightenment, it is scientifically accurate to
say that no human being has any power of their own. Even the chemical
energy of our metabolism is borrowed from the Sun, which beams light to the
Earth, which is then converted by plants through photosynthesis into the food
we eat. You may get your bread from the supermarket, but the caloric
energy it contains originated from the thermonuclear reactions of a nearby
star.
Our physical bodies run on star
power. Any 'spiritual' energy we channel also comes from far beyond, from
all sides of the universe, from the complete TES (Time-Energy-Space), from beyond
the oceans of galaxies and onto infinity. No human being owns the Atman,
and no one can speak for the TES.
The Void has no ambition or
personality whatsoever, so Rajneesh could only speak for his own animal
mind. The animal mind may want its disciples to 'take over the whole
world,' but the Void does not care because it is beyond any motivation. The
phenomena we called Rajneesh, Bhagwan, and Osho, was only a temporary lens of
cosmic energy, not the full cosmos itself.
Rajneesh and the famous
Greek-Armenian mystic, George Gurdjieff, often used the power of the Atman for
clearly personal gain. Both men used their cosmic consciousness to
overwhelm and seduce women. Gurdjieff was ashamed of his behavior and
vowed many times during his life to end this practice, which was a combination
of ordinary male lust backed up by the potent advantage of oceanic
super-mental power.
Rajneesh went even further and
used his channeled cosmic energy to manipulate masses of people to gain a kind
of quasi-political status, and to aggrandize himself far beyond what was honest
and helpful to his disciples. In Oregon, Rajneesh declared to the media
that "My religion is the only religion!" Diplomacy and modesty
were not his strong points.
To my knowledge, George Gurdjieff
never reached the extremes of self-indulgence of Rajneesh, and he even warned
his disciples not to have blind faith in him. Gurdjieff wanted his
students to be free and independent, with the combined abilities of clear
mental reasoning and cosmic consciousness. Rajneesh, by
contrast, seemed to believe that only his thoughts and ideas were of value
because only he was "enlightened."
This was a grand error in
judgment and revealed a basic flaw in his character. Unfortunately, when
Rajneesh achieved the ability to fully channel the power of the Atman, he
failed to apply the needed wisdom of self-restraint. His human mind so
rebelled against Asian asceticism that he failed to ensure that his
borrowed power was only used for the good of others. Rajneesh was driven
by strong personal ambitions, not just compassion.
"Power
is the ultimate aphrodisiac." — Henry Kissinger
Rajneesh left
India in 1981, in part to escape paying a four million dollar Indian income tax
bill. As he disembarked from a 747 jetliner to take his first
footsteps in the USA, Rajneesh declared that "I am the Messiah America has
been waiting for." [Milne, Bhagwan: The God That Failed] After
a brief stay in a newly acquired castle styled home in Montclair, New Jersey,
Rajneesh bought the 64,000 acre Big Muddy cattle ranch near the small town
of Antelope in eastern Oregon for six million dollars.
Rajneesh created his Oregon
desert commune from his own powerful mind and named it 'Rajneeshpuram.'
He made himself the ultimate dictator, his picture placed everywhere as
in an Orwellian bad dream. J. Krishnamurti called Rajneesh a 'criminal'
and Rajneeshpuram 'a concentration camp under the dictatorship of
enlightenment.'
Poonjaji, Ramana Maharshi's
famous student, referred to Rajneesh as 'a pig' for building himself up in the
eyes of his disciples to dishonest proportions. Poonjaji's position was
that even the enlightened remain human beings, not saints or superheroes, and
that we all share the same cosmic identity no matter what our class and
social standing.
U.G. Krishnamurti, a famous
maverick anti-guru, was even more critical of Rajneesh (see picture of U.G.).
During the mid 1970s Rajneesh deemphasized his own meditation methods and
started selling Western style group therapies as a way to gain income. It
was difficult to make money from authentic meditation techniques because they
are all easy to learn and can be done alone without the aid of a teacher.
One of the groups Rajneesh sold
to students was the 'Tantra' group, which was basically just male and female
disciples having sex with each other. U.G. Krishnamurti publicly called
Rajneesh the 'worlds biggest pimp' because "He made money from the boys
and the girls and he kept it for himself." In 1971 Rajneesh told me
directly in a face to face meeting that U.G. Krishnamurti was 'realized.'
After much public criticism from U.G., Rajneesh counterattacked by
calling U.G. a 'phony guru.'
Guru wars aside, the totalitarian
atmosphere of Rajneeshpuram was the main reason I did not stay at the commune
beyond two brief visits. I was interested in meditation, not in a big
prison camp where human beings were treated like insects with no intelligence
of their own. When you decapitate the intelligence of human beings you
create a situation that is highly dangerous and destructive to the human
spirit.
You cannot save people from their
egos by demanding "total surrender." The antidemocratic
technique of forcing blind obedience did not work well for Hitler, Stalin, or
for Bhagwan Shree Rajneesh. Germany, Russia, and the Rajneesh Oregon
commune were all destroyed by authoritarian imperial rule. A diversity of
opinion is always healthy because it acts as an effective counterbalance to the
myopic arrogance of those who would be king.
Rajneesh never understood this truth
of history and referred to democracy scornfully as "mobocracy."
Bhagwan Shree Rajneesh was an imperial aristocrat, never a generous and
open minded democrat, and he put his contempt for the democratic process into
highly visible action in Oregon.
In an attempt to subvert a local
Wasco County election, Rajneesh had his sannyasins bus in almost 2,000 homeless
people from major American cities in an effort to unfairly rig the voting
process in his favor. Some of the new voters were mentally ill and were
given beer laced with drugs to keep them manageable.
Credible allegations have been
made that one or more of the imported street people died due to overdosing on
the beer and drug mixture, their bodies buried in the desert. To my
knowledge that charge has not been conclusively proven. Rajneesh's voting
fraud scheme failed, and the derelicts and mental patients were returned to the
streets after the election was over, used and then abandoned.
Rajneesh used people, spoke out
of both sides of his mouth, and betrayed the trust of his own disciples.
This betrayal caused Vivek, his longtime girlfriend and companion, to
commit suicide by taking an overdose of sleeping pills. Rajneesh even
lied about her death, slandering his greatest love in her grave by falsely
claiming that she was chronically depressed due to some intrinsic emotional
instability. Vivek was never depressed during the years I knew her, and
she was the most radiant women I have ever known.
Vivek was a glowing student of
meditation, but her only meditation method was being with Rajneesh and
absorbing his tremendous energy. When her one true love collapsed into
insanity, she took her own life out of overwhelming grief. Rajneesh
drove her to suicide because she could not understand nor tolerate his mental
decline and collapse. Rajneesh lied about her death to avoid taking
responsibility for his own bizarre behavior, which was the underlying cause of
Vivek's despair.
The young Acharya Rajneesh started
his life as a teacher who condemned false gurus, and he ended his life as one
of the most deceitful gurus the world has ever known. The difficult fact
to comprehend is that he was enlightened when he was an anti-guru puritan, and
he was still enlightened when he was the ultimate corrupt, self-indulgent guru
himself.
Rajneesh destroyed his own
teaching because he discarded truthfulness in favor of what he thought were
useful lies. Once you make that wrong turn, away from ordinary
straightforward truth, you have lost your way. No human being can
disregard fact on a regular basis without finding himself in a sea of
turmoil, because by discarding fact you discard the ground beneath your feet.
Little lies grow into big lies, and the now hidden truth becomes your
enemy, not your ally and friend.
Rajneesh overestimated himself
and underestimated his own disciples. The real seekers around him could
have easily handled the truth and were already motivated without the need for
propaganda. Rajneesh had been a famous guru for such a long time that he
came to see himself in grandiose terms. He was indeed an historic figure,
but he was not the perfect superhuman he pretended to be. No one is!
His disciples deserved honesty, but he fed them fairy tales 'to give them
faith.'
Jiddu Krishnamurti had been more
honest than Rajneesh in repeating relentlessly that due to the intrinsic nature
of the universe 'there is no authority.' Ardent Rajneesh disciples didn't
heed J. Krishnamurti's warnings and put blind faith in a man who claimed to be
all-seeing, to have all the answers, and who once in 1975 brashly stated that
he had never made a single mistake in his entire life. Clearly, Rajneesh
made as many mistakes as any human being. Just as obviously, his basic
existential enlightenment was no guarantee of functional pragmatic wisdom.
Rajneesh was a
brilliant philosopher, but he was a lost babe in the woods when it came to
the world of science. Worried about worldwide overpopulation, Rajneesh
pressured his disciples to undergo sexual reproduction sterilization
procedures. Unfortunately, he did not consider the demographics of
population growth.
The current population expansion
is largely a phenomena of poor Third World nations, not a problem originating
in the USA, Canada, and Europe, where birth rates are actually declining.
North America and Europe are only experiencing population increases due
to legal and illegal immigration from Third World nations. Having his
Western disciples medically sever their reproductive capabilities only added to
this imbalance, and many former disciples now regret they complied without
question to his thoughtless edicts.
Discouraging followers from
having families is a common device of gurus to keep disciples from spending
money on children rather than handing their cash over to the guru himself.
Childless disciples make better workers and are usually more subservient.
Thus, sexual sterilization fit
into Rajneesh's business plan and his desire to create an army of followers who
felt that 'only the relationship to guru is important.' Rajneesh was the
son of an ambitious Jain businessman, and he was more like his father than he
ever realized. Rajneesh's enlightenment was overlaid on top of a mind
attuned to business and making money. Personality is genetically
transferable, just as height, weight, and eye color.
In the 1980s, Rajneesh declared
that the AIDS epidemic would soon kill three quarters of the world's population
and that a major nuclear war was just around the corner. He thought he
could escape nuclear holocaust by building underground shelters and slow the
spread of AIDS by having his disciples wash their hands with alcohol before
eating meals.
His more reasoned admonition was
for his followers to always use condoms. To enforce his sexual rules,
which also involved elaborate instructions on the use of rubber gloves during
sexual encounters, Rajneesh encouraged his sannyasins to spy on each other,
reporting the names of those who failed to conform to his orders.
The disaster of Rajneesh
appointing himself the singular great brain of the universe was compounded by
his lack of real world reasoning skills, and this was apparent even before he
started taking large amounts of Valium and inhaling nitrous oxide. Rajneesh
had no understanding of the scientific method. If he thought something
was true, in his own mind, that made it true.
Rajneesh could weave magnificent
philosophical dreams and addict his disciples to imagined worlds of spiritual
adventure, but those dreams did not have to stand any empirical test of
truth. In the world of science, you have to prove what you say is true
through testing. In the world of philosophy and religion you can say
anything you desire and throw caution to the wind. If your words sound
good to the masses they will sell whether they are fact or fiction.
Rajneesh ruled his desert empire
as a warlord with his own private army and puppet government. His visions
and ideas, faulty or not, were taken without question as the word of God.
His disciples were judged by their ability to surrender to his will, and
any opposing views were branded as an unspiritual lack of faith.
As conditions at the ranch became
progressively more unpleasant, a number of sannyasins escaped by hiding in the
back of outgoing trucks. Their quest for freedom upset Rajneesh, who
demanded that the disillusioned must now ask his permission to leave. Rajneesh
then dramatically threatened suicide if others escaped by stealthful means.
Rajneesh's poor reasoning became
even more apparent during and after the Oregon commune scandal. After
being jailed and then deported from the USA, Rajneesh angrily declared America
'a wretched country' and branded Americans as 'subhuman,' ignoring the fact that
it was he, an Indian, who pleaded guilty to felony immigration fraud, and that
it was Sheela, an Indian, who ordered the most serious crimes which brought his
empire to ruin.
Even in his fifties, Rajneesh was
still lying to get his own way, and still demanding to be the center of
attention. In 1988, suffering from drug and illness induced dementia,
Rajneesh publicly pouted that his box of toys, his expensive car collection and
jewel encrusted watches, had been taken away from him.
Rajneesh's disciples thought they
were following an authoritative "enlightened master." In
reality they had been mislead by a highly fallible human animal who was still a
little boy at heart. Rajneesh had not
only misrepresented himself personally, but he misrepresented the phenomena of
enlightenment itself.
The idealized fantasy of perfect
enlightenment does not exist anywhere in the real world, and it has never
existed. The universe is far too big and complex for anyone to be its
"master." We are all subjects, not masters, and those who
pretend to be infallible and all-knowing end up looking even more the fool as
history inevitably proves them wrong.
"Nature does not use
anything as a model. It is only interested in perfecting the species.
It is trying to create perfect species and not perfect beings." —
U.G. Krishnamurti
The famous
sages of old seem perfect to us now because they have become larger than life
myths. The long passage of time has allowed their followers to cover up
their guru's flaws, just as Rajneesh disciples are currently censoring history
to cover up Rajneesh's great failings. Rajneesh was never more infallible
than any other human being. Unfortunately, cosmic consciousness does not
automatically render greater intelligence, wisdom, and honesty.
Rajneesh died addicted to Valium,
and he experienced all of the negative symptoms of drug addiction, which
included slurred speech, paranoia, poor judgment, and dramatically lowered
intelligence. At one point his paranoia and confusion were so great that
he thought a group of German cultists had cast an evil spell on him. His
physical disabilities and drug abuse were simply more than his mortal brain
could take. His biggest flaw, his disregard for the ordinary concept of
truth, was his ultimate downfall, and for that crime he must be held fully
responsible.
"Never
give a sucker an even break." — W.C. Fields
Rajneesh lied
when he said he had enlightened disciples. He lied when he said he never
made a mistake. Near the end of his life he was forced to admit that he
was fallible as his list of bungles had grown to monstrous proportions.
He lied by pretending that his therapy groups were not mainly just a
money making device.
Rajneesh lied about breaking
United States immigration laws, and he only admitted the truth after he was
presented with overwhelming evidence against him. He lied by saying that
he was adopted in a phony scheme to get permanent residence status.
Bhagwan Shree Rajneesh was quite literally a pathological liar. The
ridiculous thing is that all of his lies were totally unnecessary and
counterproductive. As conventional and square as it may sound, honesty
really is the best policy.
Rajneesh lied when he claimed
that he was not responsible for the horrors of the Oregon commune.
Rajneesh was responsible because he hand picked Ma Anand Sheela and the
people who committed the major crimes of conspiracy to commit murder,
poisoning, first-degree assault, burglary, arson, and wiretapping. Rajneesh
himself gave direct verbal approval for Sheela's illegal bugging and
wiretapping of his own disciples. Rajneesh never turned against Ma Anand
Sheela until he started to suspect that Sheela was stealing money from him.
Just one month before Sheela fled
the commune, Rajneesh spoke of her publicly, stating that "I have been
preparing her like a sword. I told her to go out and cut as many heads as
possible." Later, Rajneesh feigned innocence and claimed that Sheela
was controlling him in spite of the obvious fact that Rajneesh was the singular
reason the commune existed. Rajneesh was surrounded by thousands of
adoring disciples who would have gladly expelled or even jailed Sheela any time
he gave the order.
Sheela did Rajneesh's dirty work,
and the fact that she may have gone further in her crimes than Rajneesh had
planned does not exonerate him of guilt. [There is legitimate
reason to suspect that Rajneesh directly ordered or gave verbal approval
for most of Ma Anand Sheela's major crimes.] Upon leaving the commune, Sheela
stated that she was tired of 'being his slave for 16, 17 or 20 hours a day,'
and tired of 'taking food out of the mouths of people to buy him watches and
Rolls-Royces.'
Rajneesh then publicly claimed
that Sheela had extorted millions of dollars from the commune. Sheela's
response to his charge was that Rajneesh had spent all of the money himself on
his own expensive toys, and that Rajneesh was bad at mathematics and 'can't
count.'
Clearly, Rajneesh's insane
purchases of dozens of bejeweled ladies' watches and over 90 Rolls-Royce
automobiles cost the commune many millions of dollars. After her release
from prison, Ma Anand Sheela continued to work for a living without obvious
signs of enormous wealth. Sheela committed many crimes, but Rajneesh himself
was never 'innocent.'
If a teacher puts a drunken
sailor in charge of driving a school bus, and the children end up dead, then
the teacher is responsible for their deaths. Rajneesh knew what kind of a
person Sheela was, and he chose her because of her corruption and arrogance,
not in spite of it.
Rajneesh personally tutored
Sheela in how to control and manipulate his own disciples, and it was Rajneesh
himself who encouraged Sheela's infamous outbursts on the ABC television show, Nightline.
In a cowardly attempt to evade his own failings, Rajneesh changed his
name to Osho, as if a change in name could wash away his sins.
There was no publicly
released evidence legally admissible in a court of law to prove that Rajneesh
ordered the germ warfare attack on the ten Oregon restaurants. There was
also no legally admissible evidence that implicated Rajneesh in the plot to
have a sannyasin pilot fly an airplane full of explosives into an Oregon courthouse
in order to intimidate the political opposition. Luckily, the sannyasin
pilot who was asked to perform that insane task was not as dumb as the
plotters, and he fled the commune without committing any crime.
Rajneesh was directly responsible
for the twisted mix of totalitarian slavery and libertine indulgence that the
commune represented. According to highly credible published reports,
Rajneesh allowed middle aged men to have sexual intercourse with underage girls
at the commune in the name of sexual freedom, yet his disciples were not
allowed to have a mind of their own and had to totally surrender to the great
Bhagwan's will.
Disciples were often forced to
work 12 hours a day in cold and difficult conditions, while Rajneesh himself
experienced 'groovy spaces' in his private heated indoor pool and watched
countless movies on his big screen projection television, all the while
enjoying his daily supply of drugs. Rajneesh showed his divine love for
his disciples by squandering millions in hard earned commune assets on his car
collection and expensive jewelry, and all in the name of egolessness and
spiritual surrender.
Why did Bhagwan Shree Rajneesh own over 90 Rolls-Royces?
Why did Saddam Hussein own dozens of luxurious palaces?
Those desires were products of
the base animal mind of two men who grew up surrounded by poverty.
Enlightenment does not care about symbols of power and potency. Looking
for hidden esoteric explanations for obsessive behavior is pointless.
Is there an occult reason that pop star Elton John often spent over
$400,000. a month on flowers?
Is there a secret spiritual reason that Rajneesh had a collection of dozens
of expensive ladies' watches?
The universal cosmic
consciousness is completely neutral and without any need to possess, impress,
or dominate. It also cannot drive or tell time.
One of
Rajneesh's most blatant lies was that 'the enlightened one gains nothing from
his disciples.' Rajneesh wanted people to believe that everything he
did was a free gift born of pure compassion, and that he gained nothing
personally from the guru-disciple relationship.
In obvious provable fact,
Rajneesh gained much from his disciples: money, power, sex, and the titillation
of constant adoration. Just as rock stars become energized by screaming
fans at concerts, Rajneesh gained emotional energy and support from his army of
sannyasins.
The energy transfer was a two-way
street, not a totally free one-way gift. Being a guru was his business,
his only business. Without that income, at least on the physical level,
he was just a short, balding, physically disabled Indian man who could not hold
a job. Rajneesh's very real enlightenment would not pay his bills or give
him the material luxuries he craved.
Consciousness
needs entertainment to survive, and Rajneesh used his disciples as playthings
for his own amusement. Rajneesh had no bankable power of his own, so he
could only gain material power by manipulating others to do his will. The
equation was simple. The more disciples he attracted, the more power and
wealth he obtained.
During
Rajneesh's incarceration in America, a security video camera recorded Rajneesh
while he was left alone in a waiting room. Rajneesh looked bored and
disgusted, just as any ordinary man might be.
He didn't look blissful or
enlightened at all. In my own opinion that video clip revealed the stark
truth about the phenomenon we call 'enlightenment.' The realization of
the Void is not enough for anyone. All human animals, enlightened or not,
need social interaction and the comforts of the material world to be content.
Rajneesh, on so many levels, was
just an ordinary man. Sexually he was even less than ordinary.
Pretending to be a great Tantric in his early years, Rajneesh handed out
ridiculously bad sexual advice at a time when he had very little first hand
experience with sex himself.
During his Bombay years, Rajneesh
often grabbed the breasts of young female disciples. On at least one
occasion, he asked a couple to have sex in front of him so that he could watch.
The couple wisely rejected his request.
Rajneesh often asked women
half his age to strip in front of him so that he could 'feel their chakras.'
To facilitate this practice, he installed an electric lock on his bedroom
door that could be activated from a button on his desk. Rajneesh groped
the breasts of two of my female friends and felt the chakras of a third.
I soon began to realize that like
so many other girl grabbing Indian gurus that had made the headlines, Rajneesh
on the human level was just an ordinary sexually immature Indian male. My
lady friend who suffered the chakra feeling incident was so put off that she
never came back to see him again. He had told her 'Don't worry. You
are mine now.'
That grasping statement had
chilled her as much as the sexual advance. The young woman was a student
of Indian music and had previously been sexually exploited by a famous Indian
musician. She knew first hand what many Indian men were like.
Rajneesh proved himself to be predictably and disappointingly the same.
After Rajneesh started having
sexual intercourse on a regular basis, the spiritual need for him to feel the
chakras of his female disciples mysteriously vanished. Rajneesh
rationalized having sex with his female disciples by claiming that the act
would bless them so much that they would become enlightened in some future
lifetime. His admission, years later, that there is no such thing as
reincarnation made his sexual rationalizations appear even more ridiculous and
self-serving.
Rajneesh had much inside him that
I wanted: light, energy, and a vastly expanded state of being.
Regrettably, he also had much inside him that I did not want or respect. I
do not find fault with Rajneesh for having the same sexual desires that all men
have. I did find fault when he was dishonest and cruel for purely selfish
reasons.
While living in Bombay, Rajneesh
made one young woman pregnant through an aggressive and unasked for
seduction. This was not rape by any definition, but rather a case of psychic
overpowering, which is not against any law because no legal system recognizes
that psychic powers even exist. The woman was highly upset and forced by
circumstance to have an abortion.
In order to protect his image as
a great guru, Rajneesh lied about his involvement and claimed that the
girl had imagined the whole affair. The young woman told the American
Embassy her story, and that incident marked the beginning of Rajneesh's
troubles with the United States Government.
Nature has provided human animals
with a strong, virtually unstoppable sex drive to ensure reproduction of the
species. Because of the overwhelming importance and power of sex, most
gurus, enlightened or not, have maintained active sex lives which are often
kept secret for purely political reasons.
In his early years, Rajneesh lied
about his strong sexuality by claiming to be celibate. To be fair, this
has to be understood in the context of a rigidly anti-sexual and highly
hypocritical Indian social structure. Later on, after his position as a
guru had become secure, Rajneesh publicly bragged to the American media
that he had sex 'with hundreds of women.' All of Rajneesh's sex partners
were his own female meditation students who were used as his personal harem.
All human
beings are animals, specifically mammals. Scientists now believe that
human DNA is approximately 93% the same as chimpanzee DNA. World history,
Asian mythology, politics, and the behavior of alpha male gurus makes a lot
more sense if you keep that unavoidable fact in mind. Our most primal
subconscious motivating forces come from the animal world, which we are still a
part of.
My last visit
The last time
I visited the Rajneesh ashram in Poona, India, was in 1988. The ashram
was literally like a loud convention of German Brownshirts (storm troopers) by
that point.
Rajneesh, alias 'Osho,' was still
very popular in Germany due in part to his comments in the German magazine Der
Spiegel, which were widely interpreted as being pro-Hitler. Many young Germans,
who were looking for a strong and charismatic leader, were thrilled by his
words. Those who lost loved ones during World War II were justifiably
shocked.
Even in the early 1970s in
Bombay, Rajneesh made careless statements which could easily be interpreted as
being pro-Hitler and pro-fascist. In one lecture on 'esoteric groups' he
claimed that Adolf Hitler had been telepathically propped up by an occult
Buddhist group that Rajneesh himself was in contact with.
During World War II it is well
known that a number of Brahmin Indian yogis and Japanese "Zen
masters" had supported the Axis cause and the extermination of the
'inferior races,' so Rajneesh's claim was not entirely surprising, if not
totally believable.
In Pune, Rajneesh gave an
infamous lecture in which he stated that Jews had given Hitler "no
choice" but to exterminate them. In his last years, Rajneesh
declared that "I have fallen in love with this man (Adolf Hitler).
He was crazy, but I am crazier still."
Rajneesh said that he wanted his
sannyasins 'to take over the world' and that he had studied Hitler to gain
insight into how to accomplish the task. For a man who portrayed himself
as the world's smartest, highest, and greatest soul, such remarks were proof to
me that his drug use had destroyed the quality of his mind.
Rajneesh's comments about Hitler
could be discounted as obnoxious but largely harmless hot air if it were not
for the fact that he put many of Hitler's techniques into practice.
Rajneesh used Hitler's 'big lie' method of mind control very effectively,
and he demanded total surrender from his troops (disciples).
Rajneesh condoned illegal spying
on his own followers and used informants to weed out the disloyal. Ma
Anand Sheela, his personal secretary, turned the tables on Rajneesh by bugging
Rajneesh's trademark high-backed chair, a betrayal his 'third eye' never
detected.
The Oregon police later found
Rajneesh's illegally taped conversations, but due to rules of evidence they
could not be used against him in a court of law. The tapes were reported
to be highly damning as to Rajneesh's culpability in much of the commune's day
to day illegal activities.
The chief investigator, who
listened to all of the confiscated tapes, claimed that Rajneesh's 'philosophy
was not opposed to poisoning people.'
Does that mean that Rajneesh himself had either approved of or ordered
Ma Anand Sheela's most treacherous schemes?
Without gaining direct access to
the tapes ourselves that will always be an unanswered question.
Rajneesh turned many of his
disciples into the equivalent of armed Brown shirts. I have received
letters from several of Rajneesh's former security guards who admitted they had
fallen under the spell of fascism and now regretted their behavior and
attitudes. One wrote that he did not even know how to meditate, and that
the thrill of power was what kept him loyal to his great leader.
In Pune, Rajneesh guards beat up
an annoying local resident, his hands held behind his back as the guards
pummeled him. In Oregon, Rajneesh guards were armed to the teeth with
handguns and military style semiautomatic assault rifles.
Rajneesh was never an admirer of
Mahatma Gandhi, the great Indian pacifist, but he did have a unhealthy
fascination with Adolf Hitler, as well as United States Army General, George
Patton. According to Hugh Milne (Shivamurti), Rajneesh watched the movie Patton
over and over again on his big screen projection television at his ranch house
in Oregon.
Perhaps Rajneesh's worst personal
trait was that he could dish it out but he could not take it. He
constantly put his disciples through great physical hardships, which resulted
in serious illness and even death for some, yet he himself lived in luxury and
could not endure physical discomfort without complaining loudly like a baby.
After his arrest on October 28th,
1985, at the Charlotte/Douglas International Airport in North Carolina,
Rajneesh was interviewed by ABC television news. He began his jailhouse
interview by crying in a shrill voice about his less than royal accommodations
in the slammer.
His high pitched whining was so
weird and annoying that Saturday Night Live, NBC's late night comedy television
show, used the footage sarcastically as a joke about 'God' complaining.
During Rajneesh's jailhouse
appearance on the ABC television show Nightline, Rajneesh gave evasive and
dishonest answers to all of Ted Koppel's questions, and he behaved as an
unusually pompous and inept politician caught red handed at illegal activity.
Rajneesh claimed that he was not responsible for any of the crimes
committed at the commune because he was 'in silence.'
In proven fact, although Rajneesh
had stopped giving public lectures for a time, he had never stopped talking to
Ma Anand Sheela and other close disciples. Rajneesh was always the
ultimate authority at the commune even though Sheela committed some of the most
serious crimes behind his back (or with his approval).
Rajneesh's favorite Rolls-Royce
dealer stated that 'the Bhagwan' had spent hours on the telephone talking to
him about his often weekly purchases of new automobiles. Most of his over
90 Rolls-Royces were paid for from general commune funds on his direct orders,
not just 'gifts' from outsiders as he would later try to claim.
Rajneesh was the only person who
wanted the cars and he was the only person allowed to drive them. After
bankrupting the commune, Rajneesh claimed that the automobiles were owned by
the commune, not by him.
In his Nightline interview,
Rajneesh pretended not to know that he was leaving the United States during his
attempt to escape an impending federal arrest warrant on racketeering and
immigration charges. Rajneesh's defense was that he was innocently
sleeping when police boarded the private jet he had hired to fly to Bermuda.
Rajneesh said that he thought
Bermuda was just another American state, and that he was going on vacation to
rest and to escape 'death threats.' The authorities later learned that a
Rajneesh disciple with ties to the United States Justice Department had tipped
off Rajneesh about his impending arrest.
His own sannyasins had not even
known that he had left the commune until they learned from the media of the
arrest of Rajneesh and several followers at the North Carolina airport.
The sad fact was their great
'enlightened' guru had secretly abandoned his own disciples, leaving them to
face the music on their own. The luggage of Rajneesh and his companions
was searched and found to contain a bag of cash, a box of expensive jewel
encrusted watches, and a handgun.
The Rajneesh cult had little luck
winning over American television viewers. Ma Anand Sheela disgraced
herself on Nightline weeks earlier by bursting into loud obscenities, forcing
Ted Koppel to take her off the air. Saturday Night Live later broadcast a
skit about an auction with actor Randy Quaid selling off 'the Bhagwan's' over
90 Rolls-Royce automobiles.
Years later, the The Simpsons,
the FOX television network's wildly popular cartoon show, produced a spoof of
Rajneesh that depicted a white gloved guru driving his Rolls-Royce down a muddy
commune road as his disciples felt joy at eating his road dirt. In the
cartoon, the great guru tried to escape the commune with bags of cash in a
homemade peddle driven flying machine.
"When it
comes to gurus, take the best and leave the rest." — Ramamurti Mishra
During my
last visit to the Poona ashram in 1988, Rajneesh was in silence because he was
angry at his own disciples. He wanted his sannyasins to demonstrate in
the streets against some Indian officials who had spoken out against him.
Wisely, no one was interested in creating a new confrontation. This
spell of sanity among the flock irritated Rajneesh, who canceled public talks
as punishment. I was thus only able to see him on video tape.
On the taped lecture, Rajneesh
was ranting emotionally, and factually incorrectly, about how the police in the
United States had stolen his collection of jewel encrusted ladies' watches.
He said they would never be able to wear them in public because his
sannyasins would see the watches on their wrists at airports, train stations,
etcetera, and start screaming out loudly that 'you stole Bhagwan's watch!'
His words and manner were so
childishly irrational that he reminded me of the suicidal cult leader, Jim
Jones. This crazy old man, now called 'Osho,' was a far cry from the
serene, dignified, and highly eloquent Acharya Rajneesh I had met years
earlier.
Obviously, Rajneesh was not
'egoless' as he had often claimed. The human brain is a biologically
created thinking machine that has evolved for both personal self-preservation
and survival of the species. The ego, which is a selfish motivating
force, is needed to protect our colony of living cells (the physical body) from
danger and to keep our cells replenished with food and water. If you did
not have an ego, you would not be able to think, speak, or find food, shelter,
and clothing.
Functional magnetic resonance
imaging scans (FMRI scans) of Tibetan monks and Hindu yogis have shown that
during deep meditation the parts of the brain that gives us a sense of location
in time and space are less active. If you slow down the thought process
and at the same time reduce the brain's sense of location, consciousness loses
both its content and its boundaries. You feel infinite, timeless, and
empty.
This feeling of an infinite Void
gives the false impression that ego no longer exists. Egolessness is an
illusion because the ego function is a fundamental part of the basic physical
structure of the brain itself. Ego cannot be lost unless your brain
dies, which will cause your entire body to die.
Many enlightened humans have
become fooled by the reduction of the space localization function of the brain
and believed they no longer had personal selfishness that could cause trouble.
Meher Baba spent much of his life bragging about how great he was, yet in
his boundaryless consciousness he felt no personal ego. Meher Baba even
proclaimed to the world that "No one loves me as much as I deserve to be
loved."
In truth, Meher Baba was very
egocentric and he should have realized that even the brain phenomena we call
'enlightenment' is no excuse for bragging. The same fundamental
misjudgment plagued Rajneesh. He became fooled into thinking that he was
above arrogance and greed, but that was simply not the case. The ego is hard
wired into our neural pathways and cannot be destroyed unless the physical body
dies.
Even enlightened humans have to
mind their manners and realize that the Atman is the wondrous phenomenon they
should promote, not their own temporary personalities. Ramana Maharshi
had the right approach in this regard, and that is one reason he is still
beloved by all. Ramana Maharshi promoted the Atman, the universal cosmic
consciousness, but never his own mortal body and mind.
Rajneesh's spectacular energy was
proof that he was enlightened in the Eastern, esoteric sense of the word.
The Eastern, esoteric definition of 'enlightenment' is an energy
phenomena gained only by those who are totally open to the infinite power of
the universe. The Western definition is simply to be a very wise man,
which Rajneesh, in my opinion, was not.
Even after returning to Poona,
Rajneesh continued his Valium and nitrous oxide use and seemed unable to learn
from his own mistakes. Rajneesh had often branded his critics as 'idiots,'
yet in his final years Rajneesh had no sane voice inside himself to say No!
Enough is enough! Like a deranged alcoholic, Rajneesh could not
stop his own self-destructive behavior, and the quality of his judgment
dropped to below that of even the most ordinary unenlightened human being.
Rajneesh had used the myths of
Tantra to rationalize his dishonesty and selfishness, and now he could not
stop. Earlier in life, Rajneesh had skipped out of paying a hotel bill,
cheated a real estate agent out of a commission, and obtained millions of
dollars from his own disciples through lies and fraud. In the end,
Rajneesh had become a hopeless drug addict as well, and no amount of spiritual
rationalizations could alter that fact.
Rajneesh's lifelong teaching had
been that enlightenment is a state of perfect egolessness which brought about
wisdom, compassion, and in his unique case, total infallibility. In the
last months of his life, Rajneesh, now renamed "Osho," finally
admitted that the ego could not be destroyed, only 'observed.'
The very basis of his demand for
the total surrender of his disciples was that the ego contaminated followers
had to submit their will to the perfect master, because only the perfect master
had no ego and thus could do no wrong. If this were not true then why
should anyone surrender to another fallible and corruptible human ego?
Rajneesh even finally admitted
that there is no reincarnation, and that the very concept of reincarnation was
just a 'misinterpretation' of other phenomena. This shocking admission
meant that his previous frequent claims of being a famous guru
in past lives were pure fiction, designed to impress, manipulate, and
control his disciples.
Rajneesh's main teaching was
based on souls, reincarnation, and achieving freedom from rebirth (moksha)
through spiritual practice. His massive drug intake seemed to act as
a truth serum at times, allowing admissions of truths that he had
previously kept secret in order to remain in control of his cult
empire. The course of Rajneesh's life and his drug induced
admissions proved to me that his most basic teachings were wrong and a
lie.
In his last days, Osho argued
with his doctors to ignore their medical ethics and give him even more nitrous
oxide. Osho rationalized his drug addiction just as a teenage boy might
if caught smoking marijuana by his own mother. The God 'Bhagwan Shree
Rajneesh' had fallen down to the stumble-drunk Osho, and a substantial number
of his disciples were so addicted to his artfully seductive words and false
image that they could not even see what was happening right in front of their
own eyes.
In late 1989, in a final bizarre
act, Osho ordered his dentists to remove most of his teeth for no legitimate
medical reason. If Osho had suspected that the mercury fillings in his
teeth were causing him health problems, he could have easily had the old
fillings replaced with modern white plastic dental fillings. Why Osho
wanted to have so many teeth removed is a mystery to this day. Needless
to say, their removal did nothing to improve his health.
In the years after Osho's death,
the Poona ashram has been turned into a 'cashram' and is run for profit.
Color Puncture, Tantric Tarot, encounter groups, and every crackpot scam
in the book is being peddled by Osho disciples for large sums of money.
I think back to the day when the
just turned 40 year old Acharya Rajneesh instructed a Japanese woman that
"Meditation must not be made into a business." The corrupt
means have gotten so far out of hand that the original intent of the ends has
long been forgotten. It would be wonderful to believe that enlightened
men were perfect in every way. That would make life simpler and sweeter,
but it would be fiction, not fact.
The Last Picture
Below is the
face of madness and super consciousness living together. Unfortunately, one
does not preclude the other. Consciousness is just a brain function like
memory, not a miracle cure-all. Meditation does not solve many problems
on its own.
Meditation gives us needed
relaxation by making us forget the very real problems we are all born
with. Beyond a certain modest level, enlargement of consciousness has no
functional benefit whatsoever. People take a very wrong turn when they
equate expanded consciousnesses with expanded wisdom and virtue. History
proves super consciousness often leads to self-deception and delusions of
personal grandeur.
Cosmic consciousness adds
emphasis and ecstasy to life, but it does not change the final outcome of our
lives, and it does not help feed, clothe, and shelter the human race.
There is no other 'spiritual'
world for us to escape to. We are all here together sharing this ONE
WORLD, which is formed by living cells and time-energy-matter-space, not by
souls, reincarnation, and karma.
Meditation is an absolutely
wonderful and spectacular brain phenomena, but we should not oversell it or we
create the curses of religion, cults, and 'belief systems' based on ignorance
and wishful thinking.
ADDENDUM
1. Dynamic Meditation
(Warning) This spectacular
meditation method was Rajneesh's trademark, and it remains a tremendously
effective tool for naturally expanding consciousness. Rajneesh never did
the technique himself because he didn't need to. He developed the method
simply by observing his disciples who would occasionally go into spontaneous
body movements during his early meditation camps.
When his judgment started to
decline, he unfortunately changed the third and fourth stages of the method
into a pointless torture test. The correct and most effective version of
this meditation technique has four stages, each lasting ten minutes.
Stage #1) Start by standing with
your eyes closed and breathe deep and fast through your nose for ten minutes.
Allow your body to move freely. Jump, sway back and forth, or use
any physical motion that helps you pump more oxygen into your lungs.
Stage #2) The second ten minute
stage is one of catharsis. Let go totally and be spontaneous. You
may dance or roll on the ground. Screaming is allowed and encouraged.
You must act out any anger you feel in a safe way, such as beating the
earth with your hands. All the suppressed emotions from your subconscious
mind are to be released.
Stage #3) In the third stage you
jump up and down yelling “Hoo! Hoo! Hoo!” continuously for ten minutes.
According to Rajneesh, the loud vibration of your voice travels down to
your centers of stored energy and pushes that energy upward. When doing
this stage it is important to keep your arms loose and in a natural position.
Do not hold your arms over your head as that position can be
medically dangerous.
Stage #4) The fourth ten minute
stage is complete relaxation and quiet. Flop down on your back, get
comfortable, and just let go. Be as a dead man totally surrendered to the
cosmos. Enjoy the tremendous energy you have unleashed in the first three
stages and become a silent witness to the ocean as it flows into the drop.
Become the ocean.
Rajneesh unwisely changed the
third stage of the method to rigidly holding your arms over your head while
shouting Hoo! Even worse, he changed the fourth stage to freezing in
place like a statue with your arms still held awkwardly over your head. This
method is not only uncomfortable to the point of torture, it can also be
medically dangerous for those with an underlying heart condition.
Freezing in place makes deep
relaxation impossible as it keeps your mind's controlling functions fully
operational. This holds your consciousness on the surface, defeating the
purpose of the exercise. The point of the technique was to have three
stages of intense action followed by a fourth stage of deep relaxation and
complete let go.
Rajneesh could never have practiced
the freeze method himself, not even in his youth. Asking his disciples to
do it simply showed that he had lost touch with reality. Rajneesh was a
fallible human being, not a perfect God.
I advise students to only use the
enjoyable early version of Dynamic Meditation. This wonderful technique
was intended to grow with the student and change as the student changes.
After a few years of practicing the method vigorously, the first three
stages of the meditation should drop away spontaneously. You then go into
the meditation hall, take a few deep breaths, and immediately enter the deep tranquility
of the fourth stage.
Rajneesh intended the method to
be fluid, health giving, and fun. Those new students who wish to
experiment with Rajneesh Dynamic Meditation should read the section on
Cathartic Dancing Meditation in Meditation Handbook for further
warnings and details before experimenting with this powerful technique.
2. Rajneesh's
(Osho's) books
Be warned that Rajneesh/Osho used
words as a device to influence and control people, and he was not concerned
with speaking the truth. In my opinion, less than 25% of what he said was
actually fact, and his books belong in the fiction section of bookstores next
to Harry Potter and The Lord of the Rings.
Much of his teachings represented
a kind of self-serving spiritual pornography, a mixture of false ancient
teachings and his own ambition motivated distortions. At his worst,
Rajneesh came out with titles like The World of Rajneesh and Autobiography of a
Spiritually Incorrect Mystic. This is like a prima donna television
newsman who thinks that he is the news story rather than the important
headlines of the day.
3. Suggested reading
1) “Bhagwan: The God That Failed”
by Hugh Milne, Saint Martin's Press. Hugh's book contains the sordid
details of Rajneesh's fall from sanity. This book can be bought second
hand through amazon.com.
2) “Promise of Paradise: A
Woman's Intimate Life With 'Bhagwan' Osho Rajneesh” by Satya Bharti Franklin,
published by Barrytown/Station Hill Press. Satya documents much of the
strange corruption of the Rajneesh cult and describes in detail the illegal
sexual exploitation of children at the Oregon commune. Her book is also
out of print, but can be purchased secondhand through amazon.com.
Second Article
THE RIDICULOUS TEACHINGS OF WRONG WAY RAJNEESH
Here are some of the lies, false
prophesies, and ridiculous teachings of Chandra Mohan Jain: alias "Acharya
Rajneesh," alias "Bhagwan Shree Rajneesh," alias
"Osho".
Rajneesh once
claimed to have the ability to materialize objects through the power of will,
but he said he chose not to use this ability as it represented a "lower
state of consciousness."
Rajneesh was a man who conned his
own disciples out of millions of dollars, who owned over 90 Rolls-Royce
automobiles, who had sex with hundreds of young women half his age, and who
ended up taking 60 milligrams of Valium a day and inhaling enough nitrous oxide
to inflate a dirigible. If the exquisitely self-indulgent Rajneesh had
the power to materialize gold and diamonds, you can be sure he would have used
it.
No human being can materialize
matter out of thin air because of the laws of physics, i.e., E=MC2. Just
one ounce of matter contains the equivalent energy of approximately 610,000. tons
of TNT (610 kilotons), which is 46.9 times the power of the "Little
Boy" atomic bomb (13 kilotons) that destroyed the city Hiroshima in 1945.
No human being has that kind of
power. If the ancient Indian myth that materialization is an attainable mystic
power were true, then India would be the richest nation in the world, not one
of the poorest.
Rajneesh
once stated that it was possible to push objects around by will power alone
(psychokinesis), and he published an article in his Neo-Sannyas Magazine about
how this ability could be demonstrated.
Rajneesh stated that one should
take a bowl of water and pour a layer of cooking oil on top of the water, then
place a metal pin on top of the oil and the oil would somehow make the metal
pin float. The next step was to concentrate on the pin with your mind and
order the pin to move around the bowl like a little motorboat.
The first obvious problem with
this experiment is that a metal pin will not float on either water or oil under
normal conditions as steel is heavier than both water and oil. I tried
this experiment myself and the pin sinks to the bottom of the bowl immediately.
Adding oil to the water does not help the pin float.
The second and most important
problem is that psychokinesis is not possible, and those pretending to have
that capability have been exposed as frauds. Rajneesh never even tried
the experiment himself, and this was just another example of him giving false
teaching without caring if what he said was true. For him, it was all
about getting attention.
It the book, Lives in the Shadow
with J. Krishnamurti, it is stated that when J. Krishnamurti was a young man he
went with friends to a casino to see if he could win a fortune by using the
power of psychokinesis. The scheme failed and Krishnamurti lost all of
his money.
J. Krishnamurti was regarded by
many famous yogis and monks as having the same high level of psychic energy as
Rajneesh, yet Krishnamurti failed at moving objects via the power of his mind.
The explanation for this natural limitation of mind/brain is that
consciousness evolved to control our bodies, not outside objects. For
moving external objects, nature provided us with arms, hands, legs, and feet.
Note - Metal pins can be made to
float on water under special circumstances, but not under the conditions of
Rajneesh's fatally flawed experiment, i.e. ordinary sized steel pin as you get
from a new shirt, ordinary cooking oil, and no gimmicks to increase surface
tension.
The point is he spoke without
ever trying the experiment himself. A number of organizations and
magician James Randi have offered large cash prizes to anyone who can prove the
existence of psychokinesis, but there have been no winners.
Rajneesh once
stated that "India does not need high technology." India today
is a world leader in computer programming, and high technology is India's
biggest money making industry.
Rajneesh once said that someone
should "shoot" Mikhail Gorbachev for leading the Soviet Union to capitalism
instead of "spiritual communism."
Rajneesh often had kind words for
Adolph Hitler, but he had few positive comments about Mahatma Gandhi, whom he
considered too passive to be a good leader. Rajneesh was no pacifist and
often spoke of the beneficial effects of war.
Rajneesh was an advocate of the
ancient Hindu myths of "Tantra," and in a lecture he defended the
ancient Tantric practice of parents having sex with their own children.
At his Oregon commune, Rajneesh allowed middle aged men to have sex with
prepubescent girls.
Rajneesh used the myths of Tantra
to rationalize all of his dishonest and illegal behavior, as well as his own
exorbitant drug use. If he walked out on a hotel bill, cheated a real
estate agent out of a commission, or conned you out of your home, it was not
theft, it was "Tantra."
In the early days Rajneesh handed
out bad advice on "Tantric sex," such as having intercourse with zero
movement and concentrating on the "third eye" (Ajana chakra).
When he started having sex
himself he realized his errors and stopped giving out this advice.
Rajneesh failed to understand that he had a responsibility to know what
he was talking about before teaching others.
He also did not appreciate that
it is unethical for teachers to have sex with their own students, and he used
his young female disciples as his own personal harem.
By most accounts, Rajneesh was no
great Tantric lover. One eighteen year old girl told me that Rajneesh
lasted for fifteen minutes, while most other reports claim he lasted two
minutes or less and that the experience was basic missionary position with
little or no foreplay.
Despite Rajneesh's irrational
public statements about AIDS, it is reported that he never used a condom.
Rajneesh once stated that all
wars would end by the year 2000 as the world would become so interdependent
that war would be politically unacceptable.
Rajneesh later hired an
advertising agency to advise him on how to gain more disciples. He was
told that prophesies of the end of the world sold best.
After hearing that he started to
predict worldwide nuclear war and suggested that he and his sannyasins
(initiated disciples) could survive in caves and then reemerge to save the
world.
Rajneesh claimed that the AIDS
epidemic would kill three quarters of the world's population, and he had his
disciples spray their hands with alcohol before eating and wear rubber gloves
during sex to avoid AIDS transmission.
Rajneesh once stated that one
could produce a Buddha by having sexual intercourse with a woman for three
hours straight, then nine months later out pops a Buddha baby due to the long
and blissful copulation.
Rajneesh stated this theory at a
time when he had little experience with sex. In addition to the absurdity
of his basic premise, Rajneesh did not understand that if sexual intercourse
sessions last too long, women tend to lose vaginal lubrication and men are
subject to friction blisters.
Though his
parents were alive and well, Rajneesh was brought up by his grandparents.
Throughout his life, Rajneesh was not only anti-marriage, but also
anti-family.
Rajneesh said that the mother was
the cause of much neurosis and therefore children were better off living away
from their mothers. At the Rajneeshpuram commune in Oregon, children were
brought up in herds, and Rajneesh suggested that it would be better if they did
not know the identity of their fathers.
Rajneesh's plan to control world
population was that no one should have children for 20 years and after that
only through genetic engineering. Rajneesh forcefully encouraged his
disciples to undergo sexual reproduction sterilization procedures.
In 1971 I
gave Rajneesh a crackpot paperback book, Psychic Discoveries Behind the Iron
Curtain, and two weeks later he used it as the basis for a series of lectures
he gave in Bombay. In the early days, Rajneesh did not publish hard cover
books, only pamphlets that contained the transcript of a single lecture.
His first English hardcover book
(not a translation from Hindi) was The Silent Explosion, which was a collection
of lectures that I hand picked and combined into a single book. I came up
with the title and wrote the introduction for the first edition.
A number of Rajneesh's other
early English hardcover books, published at a later date, were ghost written
for him by Satya Bharti Franklin, a female disciple from New York City.
Much of Rajneesh's best material came from other authors, as was the theme
and title for my favorite lecture, Flight of the Alone to the Alone.
Rajneesh did a excellent job of
combining words and information from other authors, which is a common and
accepted practice. The issue I have with his teachings is that he often
pretended to have first hand knowledge of facts he obtained second hand, and he
taught many things that he knew were false just to gain attention and expand
his guru business. Rajneesh used words to manipulate people, not to tell
the truth.
Rajneesh bragged
on many occasions that he had the power of astral projection. He stated
that if you had a powerfully focused mind, all you had to do was say
"out" and you were out of your body. Astral projection first
came to my attention while reading one of his early Hindi books that had been
translated into English.
Rajneesh spoke of his first
out-of-body experience as a young man while meditating in a tree. He said
he looked down and saw his own body lying on the ground near the base of the
tree while his soul remained sitting in the tree, still meditating. Can a
bodyless soul sit in a tree?
Along came an Indian woman who
touched his forehead and that brought his soul back to his physical body and he
opened his eyes.
I think the logical genesis of
this story is that he simply fell out of the tree and knocked himself
unconscious. When people are knocked out, they often have ultra-vivid,
light filled dreams. Rajneesh must have dreamed that he was still meditating
in the tree while in a semiconscious state and then woke up when the woman
touched his forehead.
The problem with astral
projection as an explanation is that we know that consciousness requires
specific chemicals and sufficient blood pressure to exist. Even
Rajneesh's extra large consciousness was dependent on the glucose and oxygen
carried by his bloodstream.
If an immaterial soul creates consciousness, then why would something
immaterial need something material, namely glucose and oxygen, to fuel itself?
Chemicals can only bond with
other chemicals to release energy, so how could chemicals bond with something
immaterial?
(Cid’s answer: The soul doesn’t need physical aliment, but her vehicle, the
physical body, yes, it needs physical aliment to survive; and the soul needs the
physical body to be able to interact with the physical world.)
Rajneesh took many sleeping pills
during his lifetime, and he often became lightheaded upon standing up.
This clearly indicates that his consciousness was dependent on chemistry
and blood pressure.
Even his giant consciousness could
be altered and reduced by chemical reactions and reduced blood flow.
Rajneesh's consciousness was a physical entity that could not fly through
space without need for chemical reactions and the brain's neural-cellular
structure.
If human beings actually had
souls with separable consciousness, ask yourself:
Why would humans need a brain at all?
If your soul can see, think, and move about at will, then why would you
need a body?
What would power an astrally projecting soul on its journey through
space,...an astral propeller?
How can a soul see without eyes, hear without ears, or navigate through
space without a map?
What if an astrally projecting soul got lost?
How would it find its way back to its host body?
The Harry Potter style myth of a
silver cord connecting soul to body, reeling in and out like a fishing line, is
so fanciful that I won't even bother stating its obvious flaws. I believe
Rajneesh felt he had to lie about astral projection in order to convince the
world that he had transcended his body and was no longer governed by the laws
of physics and the biological laws of life and death.
Rajneesh once
said that if he sat down next to a plant, the plant would become so blessed
that it would be born as a human being in its next lifetime. He also
stated that you could talk to plants and ask them what medicinal value they
have.
Scientists and anthropologists
have found that traditional herbal remedies were discovered by accident, or
through trial and error experimentation over centuries of experience, not by
having conversations with bushes, flowers, and weeds.
Rajneesh's lifelong teaching was
that all human beings have souls which reincarnate from one lifetime to the
next, and we are all trapped in a continuous cycle of birth and death until
enlightenment sets us free.
He claimed to remember all of his
own past lives and that he was once a great Indian guru as well as one of the
early Dalai Lamas. In his last drug dazed years, he suddenly and briefly
reversed himself and stated that there was no reincarnation and that the very
idea of reincarnation was a "misinterpretation" of other phenomena.
I think his drug taking
experiences made him realize that he was just a human brain, as the drugs he
indulged in, nitrous oxide and LSD, clearly reveal the neural-cellular nature
of consciousness.
Rajneesh thus briefly admitted in
essence that his entire life's teaching was false, based on myths and lies, and
that he had no first hand experience of souls, reincarnation, ghosts, or
"bodyless masters,"...all the attention grabbing headlines of his
fairy tale philosophy. His words were just a regurgitation of ancient
myths, books he had read, and his own vivid imagination.
Rajneesh wanted to be known as
the greatest teacher since Buddha, and he was willing to lie day after day and
year after year to gain that reputation.
Rajneesh had a problem with
keeping his lies and fantasies straight. In his early years he taught
that souls evolved upward and downward. He said that if you did not
meditate, your soul would devolve downward as your spiritual condition
degraded. In later years he declared that souls only evolved upward
because:
How can you forget what you have learned?
If you know something as fact you
can state it clearly and consistently. For example, you know where your
house is and you can describe to anyone its location and how to get there.
If you don't own a house and you
are lying about owning a home, then you can make up directions to a house that
does not exist and change those directions as the mood strikes you. As a
con man, you can even sell people houses that don't exist. That was
Rajneesh in a nutshell.
Ask yourself this question:
What does the average Mafia crime boss or corrupt dictator want most?
The answer is millions of dollars, absolute power, a harem of women, and
a daily supply of booze or drugs.
Now ask yourself what did Rajneesh want and get?
The answer is millions of
dollars, absolute power, a harem of women, and a daily supply of drugs.
Rajneesh used myths of the occult
and his natural ability to influence people to achieve the same goals. He could
look you directly in the eye and lie without flinching, and that helped him
become a financially successful guru. Lies and fantasy sell better than
telling the simple truth, so Rajneesh decided to sell spiritual consumers what
they wanted to hear.
Rajneesh's own words and life
history prove that he had no great wisdom, and that he was subnormal in his
understanding of science, mathematics, ethics, simple logic, and common sense.
What Rajneesh did have was a
tremendous power of presence and the gift of hypnotic oratory. He fooled
himself into equating his own raw consciousness with intelligence and wisdom.
Intelligence and consciousness are not the same thing, and those with the
most consciousness are not necessarily the most honest and wise.
Even common street drugs like LSD
can induce a kind of distorted state of super consciousness, and hallucinogenic
drug users are not known for great wisdom, balance, and virtue.
Opinions and Possible
Explanations
It is my unproven
theory that Rajneesh's vast consciousness was the result of the unique
structure of his unusually large brain, which was created through his DNA code.
If you look at his photos you can easily see how incredibly big his skull
was in proportion to the rest of his body. That skull was filled with an
extra large brain, not thin air. [See picture of Rajneesh's giant skull]
Magnetic resonance imaging
studies (MRI studies) have shown that people with large brains, on average, are
more intelligent than humans with smaller brains. My theory is unrelated
to the issue of intelligence, because I do not believe that 'enlightenment' in
the Eastern esoteric meaning of the word is intelligence or wisdom at all.
My first hand experience with the
enlightened sages is that they have a vastly increased energy output of the
consciousness producing realms of the brain. These areas are not responsible
for the thinking and reasoning functions of the brain.
My position is that you can be
enlightened and highly intelligent, or you can become fully enlightened with
just average intelligence, and you can find examples of both situations.
It is also entirely possible to be very wise and not even be a student of
meditation at all. Consciousness is just a brain function, like
memory. Having a great memory by itself does not make anyone a genius.
Consciousness beyond a certain
modest level is nonfunctional, providing humans an experiential thrill by
making everything look and feel realer than real, but increased consciousness
beyond normal levels does not automatically improve reasoning power, level of
honesty, memory, or any other positive virtues associated with healthy brain
function.
People often become fooled into
thinking they are great geniuses because meditation makes them feel marvelous
and full of light. I am pro-meditation because I enjoy feeling good as
much as anyone, but I oppose the false teaching that wisdom is possessed only
by those who live in a constant state of super consciousness.
World history backs up the
position that yogis, monks, and the famous mystical gurus are not the sole
owners of human intelligence, and they are often not very wise at all.
Bigger brained people may have an
edge in the long-shot odds of becoming enlightened because they may possess an
expansion of areas of the brain that are directly involved in the creation of
consciousness.
Brain imaging of people who
meditate regularly has shown increased thickness in cortical regions related to
sensory, auditory, visual, and internal perception. If an individual is
born with these portions of their brain naturally enlarged due to their unique
DNA structure, it is possible they may be more prone to developing the phenomenon
we call enlightenment.
The enlightened heroes of
Buddhism and Taoism are often depicted in old paintings with extra large skulls
and enormous piercing eyes. The evidence shows that a large skull and
brain is far more common in the enlightened elite than in the general population,
and this is just one of many indicators that suggests that enlightenment is a physical,
DNA based phenomena.
Some of the enlightened, as J.
Krishnamurti and Ramakrishna, probably had a form of temporal lobe
epilepsy as an aid to their expanded consciousness. Temporal lobe epilepsy
is known to cause hyper religiosity and mystical experiences.
Science has proven that DNA forms
the human brain, not some immaterial soul. Rajneesh, Ramana Maharshi, J.
Krishnamurti, and many other sages became enlightened between the ages of 17
and 21, just when their brains and central nervous system became fully
developed. The great spiritual teachers were destined to become enlightened
due to their rare DNA, not because of any extraordinary effort at meditation.
Most humans who become full
Buddhas become enlightened within 7 years of beginning meditative practice,
which is an incredibly short period of time to achieve such a unusual and grand
result. Some Buddhas never even had to practice anything at all; it just
happened to them without any apparent cause.
If you can comprehend that
consciousness is a physical attribute that is the result of the formation of
complex patterns of brain cells, then you can understand that enlightenment is
a mathematically predictable probability. For example, there are tall
people, short people, geniuses and fools. There are people with unusually
accurate eyesight and supersensitive hearing, and there are people who are
blind and deaf.
The vast majority of humans need
anywhere from five to ten hours of sleep at night to survive, but a tiny
percentage of humans have just the right genetic code that allows them to live
healthfully without any sleep at all.
They stay up all night long,
awake and alert, every night of their lives and they feel fine and are
physically healthy. Human beings are subject to a wide range of genetic
expression and capabilities.
Consciousness is a brain
function, and thus the mathematics of the grand genetics crap shoot demands
that a tiny percentage of the population will have just the right DNA code
structure to produce a continuous state of super consciousness.
All human beings are capable of
super consciousness given the right conditions, so the fact that some humans
are born destined to live continuously in an expanded state of consciousness
should not be a surprise.
Meditation techniques do work,
and with effort average individuals can push themselves ahead in consciousness
to the equivalent of 10%, 20%, or even 30% of a fully enlightened state.
Consciousness comes in degrees of intensity and fullness, and it is far
better to be 30% enlightened than not enlightened at all.
Tibetan Buddhists take 4 and 5
year old boys and stick them into monasteries in order to grow their brains to
become enlightened monks like so many hothouse tomatoes. This strategy
works to some degree due to the neuroplastic nature of the brain.
If you start early enough, while
the central nervous system is still forming, you can grow the brain to function
in a way that is conducive to meditation, but not much else. There is a
trade off in loss of practical brain function when you devote your entire life
to the vegetative state of meditation.
Meditation is a passive and
vegetative flowering of brain function, thus no society can afford to have more
than a small percentage of its young men turned into celibate monks. This
was part of the reason the Chinese had such an easy time when they leisurely
waltzed into Tibet in 1950. Tibetans had dedicated too much of their
cultural energy to their religion to survive in a hostile world.
Our brains
change and adapt with our behavior. If you meditate day after day, year
after year, your meditation becomes easier and more powerful as your brain
structure changes itself to accommodate your lifestyle. This is what is
meant by the term 'neuroplasticity.'
Tibet has produced many
semi-Buddhas through the wholesale grooming of children to become Buddhist
monks, but India has always been the powerhouse for producing full Buddhas, not
just half Buddhas or near Buddhas.
Indian sages are almost always
lone individuals who are born destined to become enlightened. They are
not part of any theocracy or army of monks, and they usually become enlightened
completely alone. Their enlightenment does not come from virtue or past
life experience, but from the Indian brain structure which is the most suited
to the super conscious state.
History shows that the genetic
oddity of enlightenment is most prevalent in India males, and this is a mystery
scientists should explore. Tibetan, Chinese, and Japanese monks have
practiced meditation for centuries, but on average they have had to work twice
as hard to achieve half the results.
In the West, aside from George
Gurdjieff, full dramatic enlightenment is almost in total absence. To
date, the West has produced many great scientists, philosophers, artists, and
scholars, but very few living Buddhas. [See picture of George Gurdjieff's giant skull]
It is clear that the vast
majority of religious heroes the world has deemed enlightened have at least one
of three genetically created characteristics:
1) They are Indian;
2) They have an abnormally large skull and brain;
3) They have a history of epilepsy.
The human brain is literally an
electronic device, constructed by nature in a mammal's womb, not in a factory.
The great myths of spirituality may
vanish in the coming centuries as the fascinating new science of what I call brain
electrics is born. Our brains are capable of displaying the most
incredible light show, which we call super consciousness. The brain can
be studied, mapped, and understood.
The realms of the occult and
mysticism are a misinterpretation of brain phenomena that all humans experience
to one degree or another at different times in our lives, either spontaneously,
through the practice of meditation techniques, or through the use of
psychoactive drugs. It's all in the brain, and none of us know any world
outside of the human brain because that is what we are.
Note
Opinions expressed on this page
must be viewed as the ideas of an ordinary student of meditation. While I
truly believe everything I say, you should not believe anything unless you see
it, feel it, and know it for yourself. I make no claims of infallibility.
In fact, I absolutely claim fallibility. Also, this author suffers
from dyslexia. If you find any spelling or punctuation mistakes in any of
my essays, please let me know.
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