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THE FIRST LETTER FROM MASTER KUTHUMI TO ALLAN HUME

 




This appears to be the first letter that Master Kuthumi sent to Mr. Allan Octavian Hume, who was a high-ranking English civil servant in the British government in India.

The original of this letter has not been preserved, but fortunately Mrs. Sinnett made a copy (probably at her husband's request).

Most of it appeared in the book "The Occult World" by Alfred Sinnett.

It is unknown why it was omitted from the book "The Mahatma Letters," we can only assume that Trevor Barker did not have this letter when he transcribed the masters' letters because otherwise he would undoubtedly have included it.

The handwritten copy of Patience Sinnett held in the British Museum (Mahatma Papers, Vol. VII, Additional MS. 45289 B) features numerous blue pencil corrections, indicating that Mr. Sinnett edited it before publishing it in his book.

Messrs. Hume and Sinnett proposed creating an institution guided by Mahatmas who would explain and teach their occult knowledge, particularly regarding paranormal phenomena. And in this letter, Master Kuthumi gives his response to this proposal.

I added subtitles to specify the different topics that Kuthumi addresses.

--oOo--


Amritsur Nov. 1st {1880}

Dear Sir,

Availing of the first moments of leisure to formally answer your letter of the 17th ultimo, I will now report the result of my conference with our chiefs upon the proposition therein contained; trying at the same time to answer all your questions.

I am first to thank you on behalf of the whole section of our fraternity that is especially interested in the welfare of India for an offer of help whose importance and sincerity no one can doubt.

Tracing our lineage through the vicissitudes of Indian civilization to a remote past, we have a love for our motherland so deep and passionate, that it has survived even the broadening and cosmopolitanizing (pardon me if this is not an English word) effect of our studies in the hidden laws of nature. And so I and every other Indian patriot feel the strongest gratitude for every kind word or deed that is given in her behalf.

Imagine then, that since we are convinced that the degradation of India is largely due to the suffocation of her ancient spirituality; and that, whatever helps restore that higher standard of thought and morals must be a regenerating national force; every one of us would naturally and without urging be disposed to push forward a Society whose proposed formation is under debate; especially if it really is meant to become a society untainted by selfish motive, and whose object is the revival of ancient science and tendency to rehabilitate our country in the world's estimation.

Take this for granted, without further asseverations. But you know, as any man who has read history, that patriots may burst their hearts in vain if circumstances are against them. Sometimes, it has happened that no human power, not even the fury and force of the loftiest patriotism, has been able to bend an iron destiny aside from its fixed course, and nations have gone out like torches dropped into water in the engulfing blackness of ruin.

Thus, we who have the sense of our country's fall though not the power to lift her up at once, can not do as we would either as to general affairs or this particular one. And with the readiness but not the right to meet your advances more than half way we are forced to say that the idea entertained by Mr. Sinnett and yourself is impracticable in part.

It is in a word impossible for myself or any Brother or even an advanced neophyte, to be specially assigned and set apart as the guiding Spirit or Chief of the Anglo-Indian Branch.

We know it would be a good thing to have you and a few of your selected colleagues regularly instructed and shown the phenomena and their rationale. For though none but you few would be convinced, still it would be a decided gain to have even a few Englishmen of first-class ability enlisted as students of Asiatic Psychology.

We are aware of all this and much more; hence we do not refuse to correspond with and otherwise help you in various ways. But what we do refuse is to take any other responsibility upon ourselves than this periodical correspondence and assistance with our advice; and, as occasion favours, such tangible, possibly visible proofs as would satisfy you of our presence and interest.

To "guide" you we will not consent. However much we may be able to do, yet we can promise only to give you the full measure of your deserts. Deserve much and we will prove honest debtors; little and you need only expect a compensating return.

This is not a mere text taken from a school boy's copybook, though it sounds so, but only the clumsy statement of the law of our order; and we can not transcend it.

Utterly unacquainted with Western, especially English modes of thought and action, were we to meddle in an organization of such a kind you would find all your fixed habits and traditions incessantly clashing, if not with the new aspirations themselves, at least with their modes of realisation as suggested by us. You could not get unanimous consent to go even the length you might yourself.

I have asked Mr. Sinnett to draft a plan embodying your joint ideas for submission to our chiefs, this seeming the shortest way to a mutual agreement.

Under our "guidance" your Branch could not live, you not being men to be guided at all in that sense. Hence the Society [that you wish to found] would be a premature birth and a failure, looking as incongruous as a Paris Daumont [carriage] drawn by a team of Indian yaks or camels.

You ask us to teach you true Science, the occult aspect of the known side of nature: and this you think can be as easily done as asked. You do not seem to realize the tremendous difficulties in the way of imparting even the rudiments of our Science to those who have been trained in the familiar [Westerners] methods of yours.

You do not see that the more you have of the one the less capable you are of intuitively comprehending the other, for a man can only think in his worn grooves, and unless he has the courage to fill up these and make new ones for himself he must perforce travel on the old lines.

Allow me a few instances.





Difference between materialist science and metaphysical science

1. In conformity with exact modern Science you would define but one cosmic energy, and see no difference between the energy expended by the traveller who pushes aside the bush that obstructs his path, and the scientific experimenter who expends an equal amount of energy in setting a pendulum in motion!

We do. For we know there is a world of difference between the two. The one uselessly dissipates or scatters force, the other concentrates and stores it. And here please understand that I do not refer to the relative utility of the two as one might imagine; but only to the fact, that in the one case, there is but brute force flung out without any transmutation of that brute energy into the higher potential form of spiritual dynamics, and, in the other there is just that.

Please do not consider me vaguely metaphysical. The idea I wish to convey is, that the result of the highest intellection in the scientifically occupied brain is the evolution of a sublimated form of spiritual energy, which, in the cosmic action, is productive of illimitable results, while the automatically acting brain holds or stores up in itself only a certain quantum of brute force that is unfruitful of benefit for the individual or humanity.

The human brain is an exhaustless generator of the most refined quality of cosmic force, out of the low, brute energy of nature; and the complete adept has made himself a centre from which irradiate potentialities that beget correlations upon correlations through Aeons to come.

This is the key to the mystery of his being able to project into and materialise in the visible world the forms that his imagination has constructed out of inert cosmic matter in the invisible world.

The adept does not create anything new, but only utilises and manipulates materials which nature has in store around him; a material which throughout eternities has passed through all the forms; he has but to choose the one he wants and recall it into objective existence.

Would not this sound to one of your "learned" biologists like a madman's dream?


You say there are few branches of science with which you do not possess more or less acquaintance, and that you believe you are doing a certain amount of good, having acquired the position to do this by long years of study.

Doubtless you do. But will you permit me to sketch for you still more clearly the difference between the modes of — physical called exact — often out of mere politeness — and metaphysical sciences?

The latter, as you know, being incapable of verification before mixed audiences, is classed by Mr. Tyndall with the fictions of poetry. The realistic science of fact, on the other hand, is utterly prosaic. Now for us poor and unknown philanthropists, no fact of either of these sciences is interesting except in the degree of its potentiality of moral results, and in the ratio of its usefulness to mankind.

And what, in its proud isolation, can be more utterly indifferent to every one and everything, or more bound to nothing, but the selfish requisites for its advancement than this materialistic and realistic science of fact?

May I not ask then without being taxed with a vain "display of science" what have the laws of Faraday, Tyndall, or others to do with philanthropy in their abstract relations with humanity viewed as an integral whole?

What care they for man as an isolated atom of this great and harmonious Whole, even though they may sometimes be of practical use to him?


Cosmic energy is something eternal and incessant, matter is indestructible, and there stand the scientific facts. Doubt them and you are an ignoramus; deny them, a dangerous lunatic, a bigot; pretend to improve upon the theories — an impertinent charlatan.

And yet even these scientific facts never suggested any proof to the world of experimenters, that nature consciously prefers that matter should be indestructible under organic rather than under inorganic forms; and that she works slowly but incessantly towards the realisation of this object — the evolution of conscious life out of inert material.

Hence their ignorance about the scattering and concretion of cosmic energy in its metaphysical aspects; their division about Darwin's theories; their uncertainty about the degree of conscious life in separate elements; and, as a necessity, the scornful rejection of every phenomenon outside their own stated conditions and the very idea of worlds of semi-intelligent if not intellectual forces at work in hidden corners of nature.


2. To give you another practical illustration. We see a vast difference between the qualities of two equal amounts of energy expended by two men, of whom one, let us suppose, is on his way to his daily quiet work, and another on his way to denounce a fellow creature at the police station, while the men of science see none.

And we — not they — see a specific difference between the energy in the motion of the wind and that of a revolving wheel.

And why?

Because every thought of man upon being evolved passes into the inner world and becomes an active entity by associating itself — coalescing, we might term it — with an elemental; that is to say with one of the semi-intelligent forces of the kingdoms.

It survives as an active intelligence, a creature of the mind's begetting, for a longer or shorter period proportionate with the original intensity of the cerebral action which generated it. Thus, a good thought is perpetuated as an active beneficent power; an evil one as a maleficent demon.

And so man is continually peopling his current in space with a world of his own, crowded with the offsprings of his fancies, desires, impulses, and passions, a current which reacts upon any sensitive or and nervous organisation which comes in contact with it in proportion to its dynamic intensity.

The Buddhist calls this his "Skandha," the Hindu gives it the name of "Karma"; the Adept evolves these shapes consciously, other men throw them off unconsciously.


The adept to be successful and preserve his power must dwell in solitude and more or less within his own soul.

Still less does exact science perceive that while the building ant, the busy bee, the nidifacient bird accumulate, each in their own humble way as much cosmic energy in its potential form as a Haydn, a Plato, or a ploughman turning his furrow, in theirs; the hunter who kills game for his pleasure or profit, or the positivist who applies his intellect to proving that + x + = -, are wasting and scattering energy no less than the tiger which springs upon its prey. They all rob nature instead of enriching her, and will all in the degree of their intelligence find themselves accountable.


Exact experimental Science has nothing to do with morality, virtue, philanthropy, therefore can make no claim upon our help, until it blends itself with the metaphysics. Being but a cold classification of facts outside man, and existing before and after him, her domain of usefulness ceases for us at the outer boundary of these facts; and whatever the inferences and results for humanity from the materials acquired by her methods, she little cares.

Therefore as our sphere lies entirely outside hers — as far as the path of Uranus is outside the earth's — we distinctly refuse to be broken on any wheel of her construction.

Heat is but a mode of motion to her, and motion developes heat; but why the mechanical motion of the revolving wheel should be metaphysically of a higher value than the heat into which it is gradually transformed — she has yet to discover.

The philosophical but transcendental (hence absurd?) notion of the mediaeval theosophists that the final progress of human labour aided by the incessant discoveries of man, must one day culminate in a process, which in imitation of the sun's energy — in its capacity of a direct motor — shall result in the evolution of nutritious food out of inorganic matter — is unthinkable for men of science.

Were the sun, the great nourishing father of our planetary System, to hatch granite chickens out of a boulder "under test conditions" tomorrow, they (the men of Science) would accept it as a scientific fact, without wasting a regret that the fowls were not alive so as to feed the hungry and the starving.

But let a Shaberon [higher adept] cross the Himalayas in a time of famine, and multiply sacks of rice for the perishing multitudes — as he could — and your magistrates and collectors would probably lodge him in jail, to make him confess what granary he had robbed.

This is [at present] exact science and your realistic world. And though as you say you are impressed by the vast extent of the world's ignorance on every subject, which you pertinently designate as "a few palpable facts collected and roughly generalized and a technical jargon invented to hide man's ignorance of all that lies behind these facts"; and though you speak of your faith in the infinite possibilities of nature — yet you are content to spend your life in a work which aids only that same exact science.

You cause a waste of cosmic energy by tons, to accumulate hardly a few ounces in your volumes — to speak figuratively. And despite your intuitive perceptions of the boundless reaches of nature, you take up the position that unless a proficient in arcane knowledge will waste upon your embryonic Society an energy which without moving from his place he can usefully distribute among millions, you, with your great natural powers will refuse to give a helping hand to humanity by beginning the work single handed, and trusting to time and the great Law to reward your labour.





Have the adepts had little effect on humanity?

Of your several questions we will first discuss, if you please, the one relating to the presumed failure of the "Fraternity" to "leave any mark upon the history of the world."

They ought [the Masters], you think, to have been able with their extraordinary advantages to have "gathered into their schools a considerable portion of the more enlightened minds of every race."

How do you know they have made no such mark? Are you acquainted with their efforts, successes, and failures? Have you any dock upon which to arraign them? How could your world collect proofs of the doings of men who have sedulously kept closed every possible door of approach by which the inquisitive could spy upon them?

The prime condition of their success was, that they should never be supervised or obstructed. What they have done they know; all those outside their circle could perceive was results, the causes of which were masked from view.

To account for these results, men have in different ages invented theories of the interposition of "Gods," Special providences, fates, and the benign or hostile influences of the stars.

There never was a time within or before the so-called historical period when our predecessors were not moulding events and "making history," the facts of which were subsequently and invariably distorted by "historians" to suit contemporary prejudices.

Are you quite sure that the visible heroic figures in the successive dramas were not often but their puppets?

We never pretended to be able to draw nations in the mass to this or that crisis in spite of the general drift of the world's cosmic relations. The cycles must run their rounds. Periods of mental and moral light and darkness succeed each other, as day does night. The major and minor yugas must be accomplished according to the established order of things. And we, borne along on the mighty tide, can only modify and direct some of its minor currents.

If we had the powers of the imaginary Personal God, and the universal and immutable laws were but toys to play with, then indeed might we have created conditions that would have turned this earth into an Arcadia for lofty souls. But having to deal with an immutable Law, being ourselves its creatures, we have had to do what we could and rest thankful.

There have been times when "a considerable portion of enlightened minds" were taught in our schools. Such times there were in India, Persia, Egypt, Greece and Rome. But, as I remarked in a letter to Mr. Sinnett, the adept is the efflorescence of his age, and comparatively few ever appear in a single century.

Earth is the battle ground of moral no less than of physical forces; and the boisterousness of animal passions under the stimulus of the rude energies of the lower group of etheric agents, always tends to quench spirituality.

What else could one expect of men so nearly related to the lower kingdom from which they evolved?

True also, our numbers [of adepts] are just now diminishing but this is because, as I have said, we are of the human race, subject to its cyclic impulse and powerless to turn that back upon itself.

Can you turn the Gunga or the Brahmaputra, back to its sources; can you even dam it so that its piled up waters will not overflow the banks?

No, but you may draw the stream partly into canals and utilize its hydraulic power for the good of mankind. So we, who can not stop the world from going in its destined direction, are yet able to divert some part of its energy into useful channels.

Think of us as demi-gods and my explanation will not satisfy you; view us as simple men — perhaps a little wiser as the result of special study — and it ought to answer your objection.





What is the purpose of studying ancestral wisdom?

"What good," say you, "is to be attained for my fellows and myself (the two are inseparable) by these occult sciences?"

When the natives see that an interest is taken by the English and even by some high officials in India in their ancestral science and philosophies, they will themselves take openly to their study. And when they come to realise that the old "divine" phenomena were not miracles, but scientific effects, superstition will abate. Thus the greatest evil that now oppresses and retards the revival of Indian civilisation will in time disappear.

The present tendency of education is to make them materialistic and root out spirituality. With a proper understanding of what their ancestors meant by their writings and teachings, education would become a blessing whereas now it is often a curse.

At present the non-educated as much as the learned natives regard the English as too prejudiced, because of their Christian religion and modern science, to care to understand them or their traditions. They mutually hate and mistrust each other.

This changed attitude toward the older philosophy would influence the native Princes and wealthy men to endow normal schools for the education of pundits; and old MSS. hitherto buried out of the reach of the Europeans would again come to light, and with them the key to much of that which was hidden for ages from the popular understanding; for which your skeptical Sanscritists do not care, which your religious missionaries do not dare, to understand.

Science would gain much — humanity every thing. Under the stimulus of the Anglo Indian Theosophical Society, we might in time see another golden age of Sanscrit literature. Such a movement would have the entire approbation of the Home Government as it would act as a preventive against discontent; and the sympathy of European Sanscritists who, in their divisions of opinion need the help of native pundits, now beyond their reach in the present state of mutual misunderstanding.

They are even now bidding for such help. At this moment two educated Hindus of Bombay are assisting Max Müller; and a young Pundit of Gu{j}erat a Fellow of the T.S. is aiding Prof. Monier Williams at Oxford and living in his house. The first two are materialists and do harm; the latter single handed can do little, because the man whom he is serving is a prejudiced Christian.

If we look to Ceylon we shall see the most scholarly priests combining under the lead of the Theos. Society in a new exegesis of Buddhistic philosophy and — at Galle on the 15th of September, a secular Theosophical school for the teaching of Singhalese youth opened, with an attendance of over 300 scholars: an example about to be imitated at three other points in that island.

If the Theosphical Society "as at present constituted," has indeed no "real vitality" and yet in its modest way has done so much of practical good, how much greater results might not be anticipated from a body organized upon the better plan you could suggest!

The same causes that are materialising the Hindu mind are equally affecting all Western thought. Education enthrones skepticism but imprisons spiritualism. You can do immense good by helping to give the Western nations a secure basis upon which to reconstruct their crumbling faith. What they need is the evidence that Asiatic psychology alone supplies. Give this and you will confer happiness of mind on thousands.

The era of blind faith is gone; that of enquiry is here. Enquiry that only unmasks error, without discovering anything upon which the soul can build, will but make iconoclasts. Iconoclasm from its very destructiveness can give nothing, it can only raze. But man can not rest satisfied with bare negation. Agnosticism is but a temporary halt.

This is the moment to guide the recurrent impulse which must soon come, and which will push the age toward extreme atheism, or drag it back to extreme sacerdotalism, if it is not led to the primitive and soul-satisfying philosophy of the Aryans.

He who observes what is going on today, on the one hand among the Catholics, who are breeding miracles as fast as the white ants do their young, on the other, among the free thinkers, who are converting by masses into agnostics — will see the drift of things.

The age is revelling at a debauch of phenomena. The same marvels that the spiritualists quote in opposition to the dogmas of eternal perdition and atonement, the catholics swarm to witness as the strongest proof of their faith in miracles. The skeptics make game of both. All are blind and there is no one to lead them!

You and your colleagues may help furnish the materials for a needed universal religious philosophy; one impregnable to scientific assault because itself the finality of absolute science; and, a religion, that is indeed worthy of the name, since it includes the relations of man physical to man psychical, and of the two to all that is above and below them.

Is not this worth a slight sacrifice?

And if after reflection you should decide to enter this new career, let it be known that your Society is no miracle-mongering or banqueting club, nor specially given to the study of phenomenalism. Its chief aim is to extirpate current superstitions and skepticism, and, from long sealed ancient fountains to draw the proof that man may shape his own future destiny, and know for a certainty that he can live hereafter, if he only wills; and that all "phenomena" are but manifestations of natural law, to try to comprehend which is the duty of every intelligent being.

You have personally devoted many years to a labour benevolently conceived and conscientiously carried out. Give to your fellow creatures half the attention you have bestowed on your 'little birds," and you will round off a useful life with a grand and noble work.

Sincerely your friend








HOW DID THE NAGUAL DON JUAN MATUS DIE?

 




Carlos Castaneda explained that the sorcerers of Don Juan's lineage, if they are sufficiently impeccable, accumulate enough energy and power, do everything required to avoid being devoured by "The Eagle," and dedicate all their strength to achieving this; instead of dying as the rest of humanity does, they ignite their inner fire, transform into luminous balls, and merge with Infinity.

And Castaneda affirmed that his master, the Nagual Don Juan Matus, along with his fellow sorcerers, achieved it.




HOW DID THAT EVENT HAPPEN?

Castaneda stated that he was present when that event happened and at the end of his book 'The Eagle's Gift' (1981) he described it as follows:

« [First the men said goodbye to me]. Then the witches came to me. Each one of them hugged me and whispered a wish in my ear, a wish for fulfillment and achievement.
. . .
Don Juan made me jump [into an abyss] at the precise moment when he and all his warriors had ignited their consciences.

I had a dreamlike vision of a line of people staring at me. Afterward, I rationalized it as part of a series of visions or hallucinations I had after jumping. This was the meager interpretation of my right-side consciousness, overwhelmed by the sheer terror of the entire event.

On my left side, however, I realized that I had entered my other self, but without the help of my rationality.

Don Juan's warriors had seized me for an instant before vanishing into the full light, before the Eagle let them pass. I knew they were waiting for Don Juan and Don Genaro in a sphere of the Eagle's emanations, beyond my reach.

Then I saw Don Juan taking the lead, and after that there was only a line of exquisite lights rising into the sky. Something like a wind seemed to make the line contract and sway. At one end of the line of lights, where Don Juan stood, there was an immense brightness. That made me think of the feathered serpent of the Toltec legend. And then the lights vanished .
(End of chapter 15)




In his book 'The Active Side of Infinity' (1998) Castaneda commented again on this departure:

« Then I saw how Don Juan Matus, the nagual, led his fifteen fellow seers, his protégés, his delights, to disappear one by one into the mist of this plateau to the north.

I watched as each of them turned into a luminous balloon and together they ascended and floated above the mountaintop like ghost lights in the sky.

They circled the mountaintop just as Don Juan had said they would; their last view, the one meant only for their eyes; their last glimpse of this wondrous land. And then they vanished.

I knew what I had to do. My time was up. I sprinted towards the precipice and jumped into the abyss.
(At the end of the book)






INCONSISTENCIES

Castaneda contradicted himself every time he recounted this event because:

In 'The Eagle's Gift' he said that Don Juan was the one who made him jump into the abyss at the precise moment when Don Juan and his sorcerers had ignited their consciences; and while Castaneda was jumping, he saw Don Juan and his group transform into lights that ascended through the sky until they finally disappeared.

But in his book 'The Active Side of Infinity' Castaneda said that he first saw Don Juan and his sorcerers ignite their consciousness and become balls of light, and it was only after they disappeared that he decided to jump into the abyss.

And in his book ' Tales of Power'  Castaneda stated that Don Juan and Don Genaro, they made him jump into the abyss, and they continued with him the next day, and Don Juan and his group only left some time later.

This is yet another example of the numerous inconsistencies that Castaneda stated.






WHEN DID THAT HAPPEN?

Incorrect statement

In 2001, the Spanish television channel TVE-2 broadcast an episode dedicated to Carlos Castaneda on the program "Negro sobre Blanco," featuring seven enthusiasts of that writer.



The presenter, Fernando Sánchez Dragó, commented that:

    "I was once told that at the very moment Don Juan died, the terrible earthquake that struck Mexico City was unleashed."

To which Concha Labarta, president of the Association of Castaneda's Followers in Spain, replied:

    "Well, the date Castaneda always gave for Don Juan's disappearance was 1985, which I believe was when the great earthquake happened in Mexico, so it would coincide."

(You can see that excerpt at this link.)



The earthquake that destroyed many buildings in Mexico City occurred on September 19, 1985, but so far I have not found that Castaneda said that Don Juan's departure happened in this year.

At the end of his book 'Tales of Power,' Castaneda claimed that he threw himself into an abyss after everything recounted in this book, and for the rest of his life Castaneda claimed that Don Juan left this world that same day.

For example, in the book 'The Eagle's Gift,' Castaneda specified that Don Juan made him jump into that abyss at the precise moment when Don Juan and all his warriors ignited their consciences (see the text above).

And since the book 'Tales of Power' was first published in 1974, that implies that the departure of Don Juan and his sorcerers could not have happened in 1985 and must have occurred before 1974.


Date given by Castaneda

David Worrell was a student of Castaneda and he stated that Castaneda claimed that this event occurred in June 1973 (but he did not provide any references as to where and when Castaneda allegedly made this claim).






Castaneda maintained this assertion.

Castaneda continued to assert for the rest of his life that Don Juan and his sorcerers departed in this manner.

When academic Graciela Corvalán interviewed him in 1982, Castaneda told her: 

"The goal is to leave the living world; to leave with everything one is but with nothing more than what one is. The point is to take nothing and leave nothing behind: Don Juan left the world whole and alive. Don Juan does not die because the Toltecs do not die."



When the writer Keith Thompson interviewed Castaneda in 1994, they had the following conversation about this matter:

Thompson: Where is Don Juan now?

Castaneda: He's gone, he's disappeared.

Thompson: Without a clue?

Castaneda: Don Juan told me he was going to fulfill the sorcerer's dream of leaving this world and entering into "unimaginable dimensions." He displaced his assemblage point from its fixation in the conventional human world. We would call it combusting from the inside. It's an alternative to dying. Either they bury you six feet deep in the poor flowers or you burn. Don Juan chose burning. I guess it's one way to erase personal history.

He had come to the end, deliberately. By intent. He wanted to expand, to join his physical body with his energy body. His adventure was there, where the tiny personal tide pool joins the great ocean. He called it the "definitive journey." Such vastness is incomprehensible to my mind, so I can only give up explaining. I've found that the explanatory principle will protect you from fear of the unknown, but I prefer the unknown.






CASTANEDA HIMSELF

Castaneda maintained throughout his life that he too would depart as Don Juan and his sorcerers did, but at the age of 72 he became seriously ill and died from liver cancer.






HOW TRUE IS THIS STORY?

Master Pastor explained that when a very high level of development is reached, humans can transform their physical body into a body of light, and that is what Jesus did after the crucifixion. 

Something similar is mentioned in Buddhism, since in this religion it is stated that the highest monks can transform their physical body into what they call "the rainbow body".

But I'm very skeptical that Don Juan and his sorcerers achieved this process. First, because it requires having reached a very high degree of spirituality, and although Don Juan and his companions were great shamans, they weren't spiritual at all; rather, they were individuals who were very skilled at astral travel, but they didn't know how to control their higher bodies, which made them incapable of carrying out this metamorphosis.

And secondly, because although almost nothing has been revealed about how this transformation takes place, the way Castaneda describes it sounds very fanciful.

He says he saw "a line of exquisite lights rising into the sky. Something like a wind seemed to make the line contract and sway. At one end of the line of lights, where Don Juan was, there was an immense brightness. That made me think of the feathered serpent of Toltec legend. And then the lights vanished."

But it makes no sense for humans who transform their physical bodies into luminous bodies to rise up into the sky, since the higher planes of existence are also found here on Earth, only in other dimensions.

That image corresponds more to the Christian belief where Paradise is visualized above and Hell is imagined below.






CONCLUSION

For all the reasons I have just explained, I believe that Castaneda's account of Don Juan and his companions leaving was most likely invented by this writer.









CARLOS CASTANEDA ASKED A MAN TO IMPREGNATE HIS WIFE

 



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Hi Margaret,

You asked me to reconfirm my meeting with you and Carlos Castaneda. A friend of mine who was working in Los Angeles, his name: W.L Dawis, introduce you and Carlos to me while I attended a meeting in Los Angeles.

I met with Carlos after our initial meeting and we seemingly had a lot in common. We became friends.

Not long after the initial meeting, I was back in Los Angeles and met with Carlos again. He asked me a confidential question, "would I father a child for him". His said Margaret, his wife would agree.

I said it would have to be agreeable with Margaret.

A short time later we, Carlos, Margaret and myself met at the restaurant called "Star of india" near Vermont street. Carlos liked that food. We agreed and did meet and in our conversation I agreed wit Carlos and Margaret.

Margaret and I did have an affair and this affair produced the desired result for carlos. He was happy and said so to me.

This is the way circumstances were with margaret, Carlos and myself.

Yours truely.
Adrian Gerritsen
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CARLOS CASTANEDA WAS VERY HUMILIATING TO HIS DISCIPLES




Several witnesses claimed that Carlos Castaneda was very contemptuous and demeaning toward his female disciples, and here I will compile several of those accounts. But to better understand these accounts, you must first get to know the people involved:



Nury Alexander was Castaneda's adopted daughter





Carol Tiggs was Castaneda's nagual woman and his shamanic partner





Taisha Abelar was one of Castaneda's witches





Florinda Donner was another of Castaneda's witches






Talia Bey was the president of Cleargreen, the company Castaneda founded to market his teachings.





Kylie Lundahl was the leader of the tensegrity instructors





Amy Wallace was a writer who was part of Castaneda's inner circle








CONTEMPT FOR CAROL

Amy Amy recounted that in the spring of 1993 she attended her first night class with Castaneda and his group at Dance Home in Santa Monica. During his remarks to the group, in between movement practices, Castaneda announced Carol had lost her set of keys to Nury’s apartment. Castaneda berated Carol, “This is intolerable, to have lost the keys! Unthinkable. For a sorceress? For Carol, the nagual woman?”

Carol stayed frozen while Castaneda railed, “We could all die because of this! If she lost our daughter’s house key, Amy might have flown away into the unknown, destroying us all! We’d all be finished! Kaput!! But Amy Wallace is here. We’re only here tonight because of Amy Wallace found the keys. Because of her, we may still have a chance.”

In the car with Carol and Florinda later, Amy asked, “What the hell was that all about, Carol, that business with the keys? Wasn’t that a little harsh?”

Florinda responded, “No! No, Amy, no. That was not human, that was a very powerful sorcery technique. If you view this kind of talk from the world’s point of view, it’s abuse. As sorcerers, we use it as a magical method for destroying our self-importance. You have to make a choice.”

Amy turned to Carol, “Well, what would you have done if I hadn’t been there?”

Carol responded, “Turned my face to the wall. Turned and walked away, until I died.”






CONTEMPT FOR NURY

Castaneda adored his daughter-lover Nury but still also denigrated her.

Carol took the Cleargreen members on a guided tour of Tula (it was probably on May 20, 1995). And in the speech Carol gave them, which was scripted by Castaneda, she told them, among other things:

“Of course I have to tell you that [the first time I was in Tula] I didn’t look like I do now. I looked like Nury, all snotty-nosed. The Death Defier took my nose and my stick-thin body…”






CONTEMPT FOR THALIA

At Castaneda's request, Talia severed all ties with her family and friends in Puerto Rico. Later, as her father lay dying, he desperately longed to hear his daughter's voice one last time.

The family called Cleargreen and say that a stranger answered and simply said, "She knows her father is dying," and nothing more.

Amy recalled how Castaneda ridiculed Amalia for being too close to her family after this phone call about her father. According to Castaneda, her personal relationships were a burden she had to get rid of if she wanted to become a shamanic warrior.






CONTEMPT FOR KYLIE

Journalist Geoffrey Gray commented:

« Privately, within the compound, Kylie was distressed. She was a natural beauty ("a classic Amazon," according to Amy) and was always in excellent physical shape ("with as little body fat as an Olympic athlete"). But because of her height and robust build, Castaneda complained to her and others that her legs were enormous.

To maintain Castaneda's regard, Kylie, like many others, went on diets. She considered surgeries like liposuction and starved herself to lose weight, which left her face gaunt, sickly, and with dark circles under her eyes. »






CONTEMPT TOWARDS AMY

Gray also commented:

« Castaneda kept pressuring Amy to have sex. She wasn't interested, but Castaneda persisted. Three times a day. Six times a day. Finally, she gave in.  The experience was cold and strange. She doesn't want to repeat it, and she tells him so.

“That’s fine, baby, that’s fine Amy recalls him saying but let me tell you, being around the nagual is like being on a drug.… You’ll have to rest after seeing me. But you’ll want more of this drug.”

Despite her refusals, his calls kept coming, morning and night, as if he were always there. He oscillated between being sweet and romantic and erupting in rage.

“You whore! he said on more than one occasionYou’re spoiled rotten, born with a silver spoon, go get fucked in the ass!”

He’d push her to tears. It was a vicious dance—praise followed by abuse, a cycle that kept her ensnared.

“What am I, in business? To be your guru? he’d say No! I only want your freedom! You must choose.” »



Amy recounted this in her book 'Sorcerer's Apprentice,' and another example of contempt was the following:

« At the 1995 Cleargreen Christmas party, Amy tried to lighten the mood in the pre-dinner hour by reading to the group from the copy of the book 'The Rules: Time-tested Secrets for Capturing the Heart of Mr. Right,' published this same year by Ellen Fein and Sherrie Schneider, which Amy found on Grant Vospher's desk.

After getting glares from Castaneda and Florinda, Amy put the book down, but Castaneda castigated her for taking something from someone else’s desk. His tirade went on for quite some time, and among other things, he said sternly:

“Those are never to be touched. A desk is sacred. Cleargreen is a temple, sacred! Those are not yours to touch, you piece of shit!”

Through tears, Amy returned the book to Grant's desk.

Nury arrived later and after going to the bathroom, returned with the same book and leafed through it enthusiastically, reading some fragments to the group.

Castaneda laughed and thanked him for the fun. »







CID OBSERVATION

It is true that there are techniques to reduce ego, and one of them is to rant at a person until they are no longer affected by these insults.

But Castaneda clearly abused this technique; it is noticeable that his objective was not to make his disciples stronger, but on the contrary to keep them in a state of constant fear, and also to satisfy his personal sadism (Castaneda showed that he loved to belittle) and turn his women into beings emotionally dependent on him.

And he succeeded because after Castaneda died, his closest women decided to commit suicide, and only one (Carol) preferred to continue living.

And that shows the sick manipulation that Castaneda exerted over his women and how false was this assertion that he was turning them into free shamanic warriors.