Of the writing of Isis Unveiled, let us see what
reminiscences memory can bring out of the darkroom where her imperishable
negatives are kept.
If any book could ever have been
said to make an epoch, this one could. Its effects have been as important in one
way as those of Darwin’s first great work have been in another: both were tidal
waves in modern thought, and each tended to sweep away theological crudities
and replace the belief in miracle with the belief in natural law. And yet
nothing could have been more commonplace and unostentatious than the beginning
of Isis.
One day in the Summer of 1875, H. P.
B. showed me some sheets of manuscript which she had written, and said:
-
“I wrote this last night ‘by order,’ but what the
deuce it is to be I don’t know. Perhaps it is for a newspaper article, perhaps
for a book, perhaps for nothing: anyhow, I did as I was ordered.”
And she put it away in a drawer, and
nothing more was said about it for some time. But in the month of September —if
my memory serves— she went to Syracuse (N.Y.), on a visit to her new friends,
Professor and Mrs. Corson, of Cornell University, and the work went on.
She wrote me that it was to be a
book on the history and philosophy of the Eastern Schools and their relations
with those of our own times. She said she was writing about things she had
never studied and making quotations from books she had never read in all her
life: that, to test her accuracy, Prof. Corson had compared her quotations with
classical works in the University Library, and had found her to be right.
Upon her return to town, she was not
very industrious in this affair, but wrote only spasmodically, and the same may
be said as to the epoch of her Philadelphia residence, but a month or two after
the formation of the Theosophical Society, she and I took two suites of rooms
at 433 West 34th St., she on the first and I on the second floor, and
thenceforward the writing of Isis went on without break or interruption until its
completion in the year 1877.
In her whole life she had not done a
tithe of such literary labour, yet I never knew even a managing daily
journalist who could be compared with her for dogged endurance or tireless
working capacity. From morning till night she would be at her desk, and it was
seldom that either of us got to bed before 2 o’clock A.M.
During the daytime I had my
professional duties to attend to, but always, after an early dinner we would
settle down together to our big writing-table and work, as if for dear life,
until bodily fatigue would compel us to stop. What an experience!
The education of an ordinary
life-time of reading and thinking was, for me, crowded and compressed into this
period of less than two years. I did not merely serve her as an amanuensis or a
proof-reader, but she made me a collaborator; she caused me to utilize —it
almost seemed— everything I had ever read or thought, and stimulated my brain
to think out new problems that she put me in respect to occultism and
metaphysics, which my education had not led me up to, and which I only came to
grasp as my intuition developed under this forcing process.
She worked on no fixed plan, but
ideas came streaming through her mind like a perennial spring which is ever
overflowing its brim. Now she would be writing upon Brahma, anon upon Babinet’s
electrical “meteor-cat”; one moment she would be reverentially quoting from
Porphyrios, the next from a daily newspaper or some modern pamphlet that I had
just brought home; she would be adoring the perfections of the ideal Adept, but
diverge for an instant to thwack Professor Tyndall or some other pet aversion
of hers, with her critical cudgel.
Higgledy-piggledy it came, in a
ceaseless rivulet, each paragraph complete in itself and capable of being
excised without harm to its predecessor or successor. Even as it stands now,
and after all its numerous re-castings, an examination of the wondrous book
will show this to be the case.
If she had no plan, despite all her
knowledge, does not that go to prove that the work was not of her own conception;
that she was but the channel through which this tide of fresh, vital essence
was being poured into the stagnant pool of modern spiritual thought?
As a part of my educational training
she would ask me to write something about some special subject, perhaps
suggesting the salient points that should be brought in, perhaps just leaving
me to do the best I could with my own intuitions.
When I had finished, if it did not
suit her, she would usually resort to strong language, and call me some of the
pet names that are apt to provoke the homicidal impulse; but if I prepared to
tear up my unlucky composition, she would snatch it from me and lay it by for
subsequent use elsewhere, after a bit of trimming, and I would try again.
Her own manuscript was often a sight
to behold; cut and patched, re-cut and re-pasted, until if one held a page of
it to the light, it would be seen to consist of, perhaps, six, or eight, or ten
slips cut from other pages, pasted together, and the text joined by interlined
words or sentences. She became so dexterous in this work that she used often to
humorously vaunt her skill to friends who might be present.
Our books of reference sometimes
suffered in the process, for her pasting was frequently done on their open
pages, and volumes are not wanting in the Adyar Headquarters and London
libraries which bear the marks to this day.
From the date of her first
appearance in the Daily Graphic, in
1874, throughout her American career, she was besieged by visitors, and if
among them there chanced to be any who had some special knowledge of any
particular thing cognate to her field of work, she invariably drew him out,
and, if possible, got him to write down his views or reminiscences for
insertion in her book.
Among examples of this sort are Mr.
O’ Sullivan’s account of a magical séance in Paris, Mr. Rawson’s interesting
sketch of the secret initiations of the Lebanon Druses, Dr. Alexander Wilder’s
numerous notes and text paragraphs in the Introduction and throughout both
volumes, and others which add so much to the value and interest of the work.
I have known a Jewish Rabbi pass
hours and whole evenings in her company, discussing the Kabballa, and have
heard him say to her that, although he had studied the secret science of his
religion for thirty years, she had taught him things he had not even dreamed
of, and thrown a clear light upon passages which not even his best teachers had
understood.
Whence did she get this knowledge?
That she had it, was unmistakable.
Whence did she get it?
Not from her governesses in Russia;
not from any source known to her family or most intimate friends; not on the
steamships or railways she had been haunting in her world-rambles since her
fifteenth year; not in any college or university, for she never matriculated at
either; not in the huge libraries of the world.
To judge from her conversation and
habits before she took up this monster literary task, she had not learnt it at
all, whether from one source or another; but when she needed it she had it, and
in her better moments of inspiration —if the term be admissible— she astonished
the most erudite by her learning quite as much as she dazzled all present by
her eloquence and delighted them by her wit and humorous raillery.
One might fancy, upon seeing the
numerous quotations in Isis Unveiled that she had written it in an alcove of
the British Museum or of the Astor Library in New York. The fact is, however,
that our whole working library scarcely comprised one hundred books of
reference. Now and again single volumes would be brought her by Mr. Sotheran,
Mr. Marble or other friends, and, latterly, she borrowed a few of Mr. Bouton.
Of some books she made great use, for
example: King’s Gnostics; Jennings’ Rosicrucians; Dunlop’s Sod and Spirit
History of Man; Moor’s Hindu Pantheon; Des Mousseaux’s furious attacks on
Magic, Mesmerism, Spiritualism, etc., all of which he denounced as the Devil;
Eliphas Lévi’s various works; Jacolliot’s twenty-seven volumes; Max Müller’s,
Huxley’s, Tyndall’s, Herbert Spencer’s works, and those of many other authors
of greater or less repute: yet not to exceed the hundred, I should say.
Then what books did she consult, and
what library had she access to?
Mr. W. H. Burr asked Dr. Wilder in
an open letter to the Truth-seeker whether the rumour was true that he had
written Isis for Blavatsky; to which our beloved old friend would truthfully
reply that it was a false rumour, and that he had done as much for Blavatsky as
I have above stated, had given her much excellent advice, and had, for a
consideration, prepared the very copious Index of some fifty pages, from
advanced plate-proofs sent him for the purpose. That is all.
And equally baseless is the
oft-repeated tale that I wrote the book and she touched it up; it was quite the
other way about.
I corrected every page of her
manuscript several times, and every page of the proofs; wrote many paragraphs
for her, often merely embodying her ideas that she could not then (some fifteen
years before her death and anterior to almost her whole career as a writer of
English literature) frame to her liking in English; helped her to find out
quotations, and did other purely auxiliary work: the book is hers alone, so far
as personalities on this plane of manifestation are concerned, and she must
take all the praise and the blame that it deserves.
She made the epoch with her book,
and, in making it, made me (her pupil and auxiliary) as fit as I may have been
found to do Theosophical work during these past twenty years.
Then, whence did Blavatsky draw the
materials which compose Isis, and which cannot be traced to accessible literary
sources of quotation?
From the Astral Light, and by her
soul-senses, from her teachers, the “Brothers,” “Adepts,” “Sages,” “Masters,”
as they have been variously called.
How do I know it?
By working two years with her on
Isis and many more years on other literary work.
To watch her at work was a rare and
never-to-be-forgotten experience. We sat at opposite sides of one big table
usually, and I could see her every movement. Her pen would be flying over the
page, when she would suddenly stop, look out into space with the vacant eye of
the clairvoyant seer, shorten her vision as though to look at something held
invisible in the air before her, and begin copying on her paper what she saw.
The quotation finished, her eyes would resume their natural expression, and she
would go on writing until again stopped by a similar interruption.
I remember well two instances when
I, also, was able to see and even handle books from whose astral duplicates she
had copied quotations into her manuscript, and which she was obliged to “materialize”
for me, to refer to when reading the proofs, as I refused to pass the pages for
the “strike-off” unless my doubts as to the accuracy of her copy were
satisfactory.
One of these was a French work on
physiology and psychology; the other, also by a French author, upon some branch
of neurology. The first was in two volumes, bound in half calf, the other in
pamphlet wrapper. It was when we were living at 302 West 47th street — the
once-famous “Lamasery,” and the executive headquarters of the Theosophical
Society.
I said:
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“I cannot pass this quotation, for I am sure it cannot
read as you have it.”
She said:
-
“Oh don’t bother; it’s right; let it pass.”
I refused, until finally she said:
-
“Well, keep still a minute and I’ll try to get it.”
The far-away look came into her eyes, and presently she pointed to a far
corner of the room, to an étagère on which were kept some curios, and in a
hollow voice said:
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“There!”
And then came to herself again.
She repeated:
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“There, there; go look for it over there!”
I went, and found the two volumes
wanted, which, to my knowledge, had not been in the house until that very
moment. I compared the text with Blavatsky’s quotation, showed her that I was
right in my suspicions as to the error, made the proof correction and then, at
her request, returned the two volumes to the place on the étagère from which I
had taken them. I resumed my seat and work, and when, after awhile, I looked
again in that direction, the books had disappeared!
After my telling this (absolutely
true) story, ignorant sceptics are free to doubt my sanity; I hope it may do
them good. The same thing happened in the case of the apport of the other book,
but this one remained, and is in our possession at the present time.
The “copy” turned off by Blavatsky
presented the most marked dissemblances at different times. While the
handwriting bore one peculiar character throughout, so that one familiar with
her writing would always be able to detect any given page as Blavatsky’s, yet,
when examined carefully, one discovered at least three or four variations of
the one style, and each of these persistent for pages together, when it would
give place to some other of the calligraphic variants.
That is to say, there would not
often —never, as I now remember— be more than two of the styles on the same
page, and even two only when the style which had been running through the work
of, perhaps, a whole evening or half an evening, would suddenly give place to
one of the other styles which would, in its turn, run through the rest of an evening,
or the next whole evening, or the morning’s “copy”.
One of these Blavatsky handwritings
was very small, but plain; one bold and free; another plain, of medium size,
and very legible; and one scratchy and hard to read, with its queer,
foreign-shaped a’s and x’s and e’s. There was also the greatest possible
difference in the English of these various styles. Sometimes I would have to
make several corrections in each line, while at others I could pass many pages
with scarcely a fault of idiom or spelling to correct.
Most perfect of all were the
manuscripts which were written for her while she was sleeping. The beginning of
the chapter on the civilization of Ancient Egypt (vol. 1, chap. xiv) is an
illustration. We had stopped work the evening before at about 2 A.M. as usual,
both too tired to stop for our usual smoke and chat before parting; she almost
fell asleep in her chair while I was bidding her good-night, so I hurried off
to my bedroom.
The next morning, when I came down
after my breakfast, she showed me a pile of at least thirty or forty pages of
beautifully written Blavatsky manuscript, which, she said, she had had written
for her by a Master, whose name has never yet been degraded like some others.
It was perfect in every respect, and went to the printers without revision.
Now it was a curious fact that each
change in the Blavatsky manuscript would be preceded, either by her leaving the
room for a moment or two, or by her going off into the trance or abstracted
state, when her lifeless eyes would be looking beyond me into space, as it
were, and returning to the normal waking state almost immediately. And there
would also be a distinct change of personality, or rather personal
peculiarities, in gait, vocal expression, vivacity of manner, and, above all,
in temper.
The reader of her book Caves and Jungles of Hindustan remembers
how the whirling pythoness would rush out from time to time and return under
the control, as alleged, of a different goddess?
It was just like that —bar the
sorcery and the vertiginous dancing— with Blavatsky: she would leave the room
one person and anon return to it another. Not another as to visible change of
physical body, but another as to tricks of motion, speech, and manners; with
different mental brightness, different views of things, different command of
English orthography, idiom, and grammar, and different—very, very different
command over her temper; which, as its sunniest, was almost angelic, at its
worst, the opposite.
Sometimes my most stupid incapacity
to frame in writing the ideas she wished me to put would be passed over with
benevolent patience; at others, for perhaps the slightest of errors, she would
seem ready to explode with rage and annihilate me on the spot!
These accesses of violence were, no
doubt, at times, explicable by her state of health, and hence quite normal; but
this theory would not, in the least, suffice to account for some of her
tantrums.
Mr. Sinnett admirably describes her
in a private letter as a mystic combination of a goddess and a Tartar, and in
noticing her behaviour in these different moods, he says:
« She certainly had none of the superficial attributes one might
have expected in a spiritual teacher; and how she could, at the same time, be
philosopher enough to have given up the world for the sake of spiritual
advancement, and yet be capable of going into frenzies of passion about trivial
annoyances, was a profound mystery to us for a long while, etc. »
(Incidents in the Life of Madame Blavatsky, p.224)
Yet, upon the theory that when her
body was occupied by a sage it would be forced to act with a sage’s
tranquillity, and when not, not, the puzzle is solved.
Her ever-beloved aunt, Mme. N.A. Fadeef,
who loved her, and whom she loved passionately to her dying day, wrote Mr.
Sinnett that her strange excitability of temperament, still one of her most
marked characteristics, was already manifest in her earliest youth. Even then
she was liable to ungovernable fits of passion, and showed a deep-rooted
disposition to rebel against every kind of authority or control. “…The
slightest contradiction brought on an outburst of passion, often a fit of
convulsions.”
Blavatsky has herself described in a family letter (Op. cit., p. 205)
her psychical experience while writing her book:
« When I wrote Isis I wrote it so easily, that it was certainly no
labour, but a real pleasure. Why should I be praised for it?
Whenever I am told to write, I sit down and obey, and then I can write
easily upon almost anything: metaphysics, psychology, philosophy, ancient
religions, zoology, natural sciences, or what not.
I never put myself the question: “Can I write on this subject?” . . .
or, “am I equal to the task?” But I simply sit down and write. Why? Because
somebody who knows all dictates to me. My Master, and occasionally others whom I
knew on my travels years ago.
Please do not imagine I have lost my senses. I have hinted to you before
now about them . . . and I tell you candidly, that whenever I write upon a
subject I know little or nothing of, I address myself to them, and one of them
inspires me, i.e., he allows me to simply copy what I write from manuscripts,
and even printed matter that pass before my eyes, in the air, during which
process I have never been unconscious one single instant. »
She once wrote her sister Vera about the same subject—the manner of her
writing:
« You may disbelieve me, but I tell you that in saying this I speak
but the truth; I am solely occupied, not with writing Isis, but with Isis
herself. I live in a kind of permanent enchantment, a life of visions and
sights, with open eyes, and no chance whatever to deceive my senses! I sit and
watch the fair goddess constantly. And as she displays before me the secret
meaning of her long lost secrets, and the veil becoming with every hour thinner
and more transparent, gradually falls off before my eyes, I hold, my breath and
can hardly trust to my senses!
. . .
For several years, in order not to forget what I have learned elsewhere,
I have been made to have permanently before my eyes all that I need to see.
Thus, night and day, the images of the past are ever marshaled before my inner
eye. Slowly, and gliding silently like images in an enchanted panorama,
centuries after centuries appear before me . . . and I am made to connect these
epochs with certain historical events, and I know there can be no mistake.
Races and nations, countries and cities, emerge during some former
century, then fade out and disappear during some other one, the precise date of
which I am then told by . . . Hoary antiquity gives room to historical periods;
myths are explained by real events and personages who have really existed; and
every important, and often unimportant event, every revolution, a new leaf
turned in the book of life of nations —with its incipient course and subsequent
natural results— remains photographed in my mind as though impressed in
indelible colours.
. . .
When I think and watch my thoughts, they appear to me as though they
were like those little bits of wood of various shapes and colours, in the game
known as the casse-tête: I pick them up one by one, and try to make them fit
each other, first taking one, then putting it aside until I find its match, and
finally there always comes out in the end something geometrically correct.
. . .
I certainly refuse point-blank to attribute it to my own knowledge or
memory, for I could never arrive alone at either such premises or conclusions.
. . . I tell you seriously I am helped. And he who helps me is my Guru [Master
Morya]. »
(Op. cit., p.207)
She tells her aunt that during her Master’s absence on some other
occupation:
« He awakens in me, his substitute in knowledge. . . At such times it is
no more I who write, but my inner Ego, my ‘luminous-self,’ who thinks and
writes for me. Only see. . . you who know me. When was I ever so learned as to
write such things? Whence was all this knowledge? »
Readers, whose taste leads them to
probe such unique psychical problems as this to the bottom, should not fail to
compare the above explanations that she gives of her states of consciousness,
with a series of letters to her family that was begun in the Path magazine
(N.Y. 144 Madison Ave) for December, 1894.
In those she plainly admits that her
body was occupied at such times, and the literary work done by foreign entities
who taught me through her lips and gave out knowledge of which she herself did
not possess even a glimmering in her normal state.
Taken literally, as it reads, this
explanation is hardly satisfactory; for, if the disjointed thought-bits of her
psychical casse-tête always fitted together so as to make her puzzle-map
strictly geometrical, then her literary work should be free from errors, and
her materials run together into an orderly scheme of logical and literary
sequence. Needless to say, the opposite is the case; and that, even as Isis
Unveiled came off the press of Trow, after Bouton had spent above $600 for the
corrections and alterations that she had made in galley, page, and electroplate
proofs*, it was, and to this day is, without a definite literary plan.
(* He writes me, May 17th, 1887,
“the alterations have already cost $280.80, and at that rate, by the time the
book appears it will be handicapped with such fearful expense that each copy of
the first 1000 will cost a great deal more than we shall get for it, a very
discouraging state of affairs to begin with. The cost of composition of the
first volume alone (with stereotyping) amounts to $1,359.69, and this for one
volume alone, mind you, without paper, press work or binding! Yours truly, J.
W. Bouton.” Not only did she make
endless corrections in the types, but even after the plates were cast, she had
them cut to transpose the old matter and insert new things that occurred to her
or that she had come across in her reading.)
Volume I of Isis professes to be confined to questions of Science, Volume II to
those of Religion, yet there are many portions in each volume that belong in
the other; and Miss Kislingbury, who sketched out the Table of Contents of Vol.
II on the evening when I was sketching out that of Vol. I, can testify to the
difficulty we had in tracing the features of a plan for each of our respective
volumes.
Then, again, when the publisher
peremptorily refused to put any more capital into the venture, we had prepared
almost enough additional MS. to make a third volume, and this was ruthlessly
destroyed before we left America; H. P. B. not dreaming that she should ever
want to utilise it in India, and the Theosophist, Secret Doctrine, and her
other subsequent literary productions, not even being thought of.
How often she and I mingled our
regrets that all that valuable material had been so thoughtlessly wasted!
We had laboured at the book for
several months and had turned out 870-odd pages of manuscript when, one
evening, she put me the question whether, to oblige our “Paramaguru” [Chohan
Serapis], I would consent to begin all over again!
I well remember the shock it gave me
to think that all those weeks of hard labour, of psychical thunder-storms and
head-splitting archeological conundrums, were to count —as I, in my blind-puppy
ignorance, imagined— for nothing.
However, as my love and reverence
and gratitude to this Master, and all the Masters, for giving me the privilege
of sharing in their work was without limits, I consented, and at it we went
again.
Well for me, was it, that I did;
for, having proved my steadfastness of purpose and my loyalty, I got ample
spiritual reward. Principles were explained to me, multifarious illustrations
given in the way of psychical phenomena, I was helped to make experiments for
myself, was made to know and to profit by acquaintance with various Adepts, and,
generally, to fit myself —so far as my ingrained stubbornness and practical
worldly self-sufficiency would permit— for the then unsuspected future of
public work that has since become a matter of history.
(Old Diary Leaves I, chap. XIII)
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